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i'm movin' on
at last i can see
that life has been
patiently waiting for me
and i know
there's no guarantees
but i'm not alone
there comes a time
in everyone's life
when all you can see
are the years passing by
and i have made up my mind
that those days are gone.
So recently i have felt really strange, like im a mad elitest bitch all the time. the worst part is, i dont know whats wrong, so therefore i cant fix it. if i knew i was mad at someone, or annoyed with a cause, id do what i could to rid myself of that mess so i could be happy, but i honestly dont know why im mad.
im not happy around people anymore, im annoyed at every little thing. the only people who dont annoy me are like zack, danny, ricky, matthews, basically all the throwers i guess, well also a good percentage ofthe girls track team makes my day. otherwise, i feel no need to communicate or interact with anyone else. Im content in my own little world of athletics, and that pisses me off because i miss the poeple i used to spend my time with, but they just arent for me right now. i dont want to go out, party, have a "good time". no, id rather stay at home, relax and just like talk about football and college and track and all the homework we have but wont do. my team is willing to do that for me, just let me sit back and breath.
i dont know why im constantly mad/annoyed, i just am. im pissed at people for being ungreatful, for acting like they are so independent, for being so fucking lost in their own little worlds they cant open up and just be honest with the people who take advantage of them, people who complain and put other people down all the time, peopel who just think they are the lord and savior jesus and they are here to save everyone. go fuck yourself.
i honestly dont know what to do, im going to make a concious effort to be kinder to people, but if im mad at a certain person, there must be a reason, so i might as well erase that from my daily life.
well see, i just want things to get better.
at last i can see
that life has been
patiently waiting for me
and i know
there's no guarantees
but i'm not alone
there comes a time
in everyone's life
when all you can see
are the years passing by
and i have made up my mind
that those days are gone.
So recently i have felt really strange, like im a mad elitest bitch all the time. the worst part is, i dont know whats wrong, so therefore i cant fix it. if i knew i was mad at someone, or annoyed with a cause, id do what i could to rid myself of that mess so i could be happy, but i honestly dont know why im mad.
im not happy around people anymore, im annoyed at every little thing. the only people who dont annoy me are like zack, danny, ricky, matthews, basically all the throwers i guess, well also a good percentage ofthe girls track team makes my day. otherwise, i feel no need to communicate or interact with anyone else. Im content in my own little world of athletics, and that pisses me off because i miss the poeple i used to spend my time with, but they just arent for me right now. i dont want to go out, party, have a "good time". no, id rather stay at home, relax and just like talk about football and college and track and all the homework we have but wont do. my team is willing to do that for me, just let me sit back and breath.
i dont know why im constantly mad/annoyed, i just am. im pissed at people for being ungreatful, for acting like they are so independent, for being so fucking lost in their own little worlds they cant open up and just be honest with the people who take advantage of them, people who complain and put other people down all the time, peopel who just think they are the lord and savior jesus and they are here to save everyone. go fuck yourself.
i honestly dont know what to do, im going to make a concious effort to be kinder to people, but if im mad at a certain person, there must be a reason, so i might as well erase that from my daily life.
well see, i just want things to get better.