last night i prayed to jesus

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for like the first time in about 5 years.

anyway, last night i had an epiphany that i needed to go to Princeton, I really belong there. I would be happy there, and despite the fact Ill be away from my friends and boyfriend, i think it will be the right thing for me. getting out and experiencing life is a neccessary experience for everyone, and just staying in boston so i can be close to my friends just isnt a wise or mature decision. what am i going to do, hang on to these people forever? no, i need to get out, move on and have a chance to meet and experience the company of others.

ill always have the friends i have here, i love them all to death, but I cant let that get in my way. theyll always be here for me, and ill always be there for them, im not worried about it.

cant lie. i have no motivation to do anything lately, i think i just stared and circled letters on my calc test last night, and according to jan, most of them were wrong. its not that i hate clac or dont understand it, i just dont care. i need to do something with myself soon before i flunk out of school. thank god i want to go into political science in college, id give anything to be taking like 4 history classes right now, as opposed to listening to carlson and wolfhart banter on for years.

so, 2007. should be exciting.
with track
and nationals
and prom
and love
and graduation
and the clambake?
and college.

man oh man.