"If You're Not the One"

[tacit_voice]

I don't know what to write... I am in love... really and truly in love... and I have to let him go... For him. When you make your decisions for the betterment of someone else... That's the only true indicator of real love. My heart is breaking, but no less than his will if I keep up this charade. All I wish for is that he still cares for me and understands why I need to be alone... I don't want to be alone; I don't want to leave him. But I'm no good for him...

He shouldn't love me.

No one should love me.

Not right now.