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Jan 18, 2005 00:03

You know something is seriously up when you start getting sympathy from the former vengeance demon. Not that Anya could not have her nice moment, it was just usually when she did they were so short and littered with backwards insults it was hard to really appreciate them.

This was different; I think she actually felt bad enough to actually try the nice thing with me. After we ate I went back to my room and started to feel antsy. I wanted to go outside, maybe visit Spike but than I remembered. Spike was not exactly my friend right now. I still could not believe he would say those things… I hated him.

I looked at the paper he had shoved into my hands. HIS poem about Buffy, he was trying to make it sound like I had written it. Was this his cute way of trying to tell me we would be friends and this was just an act? I had no idea anymore.

I thought I knew him but I think to him I am just some kid. He will never take me seriously and I don’t know if I can deal with that anymore. I may look like a kid but I am not, I am not even totally human. At least I don’t think I really am. Who knows anymore.
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