Do you ever??
Have you ever felt like you live in an ex prison colony like australia want to push you down and force everyone to be equal. Anyone who want to be tooo happy gets pushed down.
Do i have to be morbidly depressed just to be accepted. As long you feel like your life is good compared to mind...... Then i'm barable? You need me to baby sit you. Console you. Give you everything. Give you more than any friend has given you. Gave you the best advice. Loaned you money. Canceled plans. Told you my secrets. heard you out without judging you. But as soon im low on money, dont have a car and am suddenly happy with a girl and as soon as im not in the same situation that you are in then im a bastard and everything ive done for you is forgotten. FUCKING FORGOTTEN!!!!!! I've been the best friend that i could be.
Its hard but i dont mind because i love you. And that creeps you out?
Fuck you i'm desgusted that you would even think that i wasnt your friend. And as each poisonous word leaves your lips....I forgive you. Because im your fucking friend.
Why can't i be happy. I know im not the best person. I know i could be a better friend.....But i truly care. And i give you everything i can give.
Please Dont ruin this non existant one-sided friendship. Id like to see how alone you truly are when im not there.
I'd like to see how truly alone id be without you.
Im a bastard. This must make me a selfish bastard. I give you all that i can. I clear your debt. then you give me shit for not giving you more.........I feel like shit cause i wish i could do more then you take and take and take.
Maybe im a little selfish. Maybe i dont want to bear the responsibility of having you as a friend. It doesnt change the fact that you always bring me pain. I shed so many hidden tears for you. Only you cant see behind the footprints you left on me. I hope you find what your looking for.
Do i have to be morbidly depressed just to be accepted. As long you feel like your life is good compared to mind...... Then i'm barable? You need me to baby sit you. Console you. Give you everything. Give you more than any friend has given you. Gave you the best advice. Loaned you money. Canceled plans. Told you my secrets. heard you out without judging you. But as soon im low on money, dont have a car and am suddenly happy with a girl and as soon as im not in the same situation that you are in then im a bastard and everything ive done for you is forgotten. FUCKING FORGOTTEN!!!!!! I've been the best friend that i could be.
Its hard but i dont mind because i love you. And that creeps you out?
Fuck you i'm desgusted that you would even think that i wasnt your friend. And as each poisonous word leaves your lips....I forgive you. Because im your fucking friend.
Why can't i be happy. I know im not the best person. I know i could be a better friend.....But i truly care. And i give you everything i can give.
Please Dont ruin this non existant one-sided friendship. Id like to see how alone you truly are when im not there.
I'd like to see how truly alone id be without you.
Im a bastard. This must make me a selfish bastard. I give you all that i can. I clear your debt. then you give me shit for not giving you more.........I feel like shit cause i wish i could do more then you take and take and take.
Maybe im a little selfish. Maybe i dont want to bear the responsibility of having you as a friend. It doesnt change the fact that you always bring me pain. I shed so many hidden tears for you. Only you cant see behind the footprints you left on me. I hope you find what your looking for.