Apr 09, 2005 05:54
I've come to a conclusion....... I'm not a good server. And i'm not good at what i do. And I'm preety annoying sometimes. I mean, i can be bossy and pushy. And i feel That with the power of reason...i can solve ANYTHING!!!!!
But thats bullshit. Some drunk chick wanted to get into a fight with me. I thought it was funny. I was servin a table and the chick gave me lip so I cussed her out and joked on her all night ,, cause i just didnt like her.
IU didnt make any money, and I feel like shit. I need a new job. It only works for me when its on my terms.
I'm fucking losing it. Thats it. The band doesnt want me back.." my style doesnt work with them." I dont even like the band yet i'm still pissed. I found out someone stole the tags to my car only weasel didnt tell me. Im poor as shit and the car isnt even registered in my name yet.
I'm a people person. full of personality. But sometimes(90% of the time) People just piss me off and i want to be a bitter old man screaming "FUCK THE WORLD" into the sky whilst shaking my cane violently.
I hate this........ I want another one.
GIMMIE!!!!