So hi! And a request for Supernatural readers.....
Another update, wow!
:) So, sweptawaybayou and I were talking about writing, and about how both of us are kind of struggling with that right now. Having stress, having poor motivation, having blocks. She was telling me that her reading fluffy and fun Steve/Bucky fic was motivating her to write (yay! Snow-fic!), and I was telling her that re-watching (and reading) The Expanse was motivating me to write finish the J2 Space AU.
And I just rewatched episode 7 of season 2, and
And the moment when Miller finds Julie, and she's so scared, and so lost - she doesn't know where she is, she was abandoned, she *died*, in a way, she just wants to go home.... And he's talking her down, and reassuring her, and he takes off his vac-suit and he holds her hand, and kisses it, and.....
Fuck, it's so fucking gorgeous, and it hurts my heart like nothing else. Makes me cry, and sitting here writing about it, I'm crying again. Fucking Miller, gods, I love him, and Julie, Julie, you tried so hard, you were so fucking brave.....
I want to be able to put that into my writing, that absolute *hammerblow* of emotion, of pathos, of love and courage and empathy....
*sniffles*
Anyway - yeah. So that makes me get back to serious Space AU work.
My request! I wrote two fic, waaaaaaaaaay back in the day.
Day in the Life. Pre-series, gen, PG. The boys being brothers, John being a father, and the origin of Rumsfeld the dog.
Brightness Falls From the Air. Gen, PG-13, immediate post-season-1 ficlet. At the moment of impact, just one moment from their past is bright and clear....
Apparently, I posted them *only* to Supernaturalfic, the community, over on LJ. It has since moved (Supernaturalfic at Dreamwidth), and the comm at LJ was purged.
I do not have a *single copy* of these fics on my HD, on any g.doc, on anything, anywhere.
And they did *not* survive the move, I do not know why. Waybackmachine is also a bust.
Anybody have copies of these two fic? Or know where they might have been archived besides the comm? I would give about anything for copies.
THANK YOU! :D
ETA: HOMG you guys.
yourlibrarian found both fic in like - ten seconds. HOLY CRAP. The reason I (think) i couldn't find them is in comments. DAMN. *twirls* I am so happy! Wheee!!
Brightness Falls From the Air.
Day In the Life.
Originally entered at https://tabaqui.dreamwidth.org/199829.html - comment where you please!
:) So, sweptawaybayou and I were talking about writing, and about how both of us are kind of struggling with that right now. Having stress, having poor motivation, having blocks. She was telling me that her reading fluffy and fun Steve/Bucky fic was motivating her to write (yay! Snow-fic!), and I was telling her that re-watching (and reading) The Expanse was motivating me to write finish the J2 Space AU.
And I just rewatched episode 7 of season 2, and
And the moment when Miller finds Julie, and she's so scared, and so lost - she doesn't know where she is, she was abandoned, she *died*, in a way, she just wants to go home.... And he's talking her down, and reassuring her, and he takes off his vac-suit and he holds her hand, and kisses it, and.....
Fuck, it's so fucking gorgeous, and it hurts my heart like nothing else. Makes me cry, and sitting here writing about it, I'm crying again. Fucking Miller, gods, I love him, and Julie, Julie, you tried so hard, you were so fucking brave.....
I want to be able to put that into my writing, that absolute *hammerblow* of emotion, of pathos, of love and courage and empathy....
*sniffles*
Anyway - yeah. So that makes me get back to serious Space AU work.
My request! I wrote two fic, waaaaaaaaaay back in the day.
Day in the Life. Pre-series, gen, PG. The boys being brothers, John being a father, and the origin of Rumsfeld the dog.
Brightness Falls From the Air. Gen, PG-13, immediate post-season-1 ficlet. At the moment of impact, just one moment from their past is bright and clear....
Apparently, I posted them *only* to Supernaturalfic, the community, over on LJ. It has since moved (Supernaturalfic at Dreamwidth), and the comm at LJ was purged.
I do not have a *single copy* of these fics on my HD, on any g.doc, on anything, anywhere.
And they did *not* survive the move, I do not know why. Waybackmachine is also a bust.
Anybody have copies of these two fic? Or know where they might have been archived besides the comm? I would give about anything for copies.
THANK YOU! :D
ETA: HOMG you guys.
yourlibrarian found both fic in like - ten seconds. HOLY CRAP. The reason I (think) i couldn't find them is in comments. DAMN. *twirls* I am so happy! Wheee!!
Brightness Falls From the Air.
Day In the Life.
Originally entered at https://tabaqui.dreamwidth.org/199829.html - comment where you please!