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LIFE is happening.
Last night we had a going away party at 2500 Pillsbury.. which was cut short at exactly 2 a.m. because Aaron Felt and his stupid fucking crew were breaking shit and invited everyone they knew.. so when we told "everyone who doesn't know someone who lives here" to leave.. they got angry, and Carly Willard chucked her bottle before exiting out the back door.. well it hit someone in the face, and fights broke out.. the cops came.. blaehhehehe.... we definitely went out with a bang.
Today, I moved almost everything but my furniture into my new apartment.. my sister and her boyfriend are coming Friday evening to move the rest.
BUT
I have a dilemna.
I signed a one year lease, anddddd Justin and I are moving to Georgia in October.
So, I will have to find someone to take over my room, which won't be easy considering Carly has to live with them, and she doesn't like a lot of people. And I don't have much time to look.
See, since Justin never proposed yet, I was in a state of unknowing, while he thought we were on the same page all along about me moving in October. He was hoping I assumed we were getting engaged, which I did. But I guess things needed to be concrete for me to make plans, and he never told me not to sign a lease, or not to register for classes, and I just didn't dig at it because I thought all good things would happen with time.
Now I'm in a tough situation having signed a year lease. And I feel like a bitch for doing this to Carly when she could've just moved in with her sister.
Plus it sucks that I'm moving all this shit just to be there for a couple months.
Plus, well, it really sucks that I won't be able to be married in front of all of my family and friends until after I'm already technically married... since Justin and I will have to get a marriage certificate or whatever before we move in together. I guess that's not really a big deal but its weird to think we'll already be married before we ever have a ceremony besides a courthouse.
And of course I have all these mixed feelings about leaving Minnesota. But that's not something I'm really worried about. I know I'm ready to leave. But I'm really, really going to miss everybody.
But right now, every day, I'm missing the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.
I just wish I could have it all!
Last night we had a going away party at 2500 Pillsbury.. which was cut short at exactly 2 a.m. because Aaron Felt and his stupid fucking crew were breaking shit and invited everyone they knew.. so when we told "everyone who doesn't know someone who lives here" to leave.. they got angry, and Carly Willard chucked her bottle before exiting out the back door.. well it hit someone in the face, and fights broke out.. the cops came.. blaehhehehe.... we definitely went out with a bang.
Today, I moved almost everything but my furniture into my new apartment.. my sister and her boyfriend are coming Friday evening to move the rest.
BUT
I have a dilemna.
I signed a one year lease, anddddd Justin and I are moving to Georgia in October.
So, I will have to find someone to take over my room, which won't be easy considering Carly has to live with them, and she doesn't like a lot of people. And I don't have much time to look.
See, since Justin never proposed yet, I was in a state of unknowing, while he thought we were on the same page all along about me moving in October. He was hoping I assumed we were getting engaged, which I did. But I guess things needed to be concrete for me to make plans, and he never told me not to sign a lease, or not to register for classes, and I just didn't dig at it because I thought all good things would happen with time.
Now I'm in a tough situation having signed a year lease. And I feel like a bitch for doing this to Carly when she could've just moved in with her sister.
Plus it sucks that I'm moving all this shit just to be there for a couple months.
Plus, well, it really sucks that I won't be able to be married in front of all of my family and friends until after I'm already technically married... since Justin and I will have to get a marriage certificate or whatever before we move in together. I guess that's not really a big deal but its weird to think we'll already be married before we ever have a ceremony besides a courthouse.
And of course I have all these mixed feelings about leaving Minnesota. But that's not something I'm really worried about. I know I'm ready to leave. But I'm really, really going to miss everybody.
But right now, every day, I'm missing the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.
I just wish I could have it all!