Apr 18, 2007 21:39
i guess its just a lesson, i know in the future, if its mentioned, and its my responsibility, I should give it some attention. Or else some one will do it, THEIR way. Suprisingly, im not mad at all, its just a lesson. I love life.
I miss a girl. Like mad. I miss the kisses and the affection.
School is killing me. I know i have a break coming up, but i think im taking design off next semester. My parents said they's loan me money to goto New York in September. I dont know what to do. This trip is pretty important to my career, having actually BEEN to the big apple... maybe working there someday. But i dont want to do anymore. And i cant wait until the end of the summer to decide if im ready again.
This is the end of a hard year. This is an amazing time and im going to strangle myself if i dont start smelling the roses of my accomplishments and struggles. Ive been successful, and at the end of the day, thats all that matters to me.
Success could be making someone happy, it could be making great projects. Who knows, all I know is at the end of the day, I'll have something. :)
Until the roses bloom, Im going to be in the dungeon working. I dont think people understand that I wake up and work, then eat, then do work, then goto school, then work. I have 24 hours in a day. On average, i get 3 hours of sleep. 21hrs. Then i have class for an average of 3 hours a day. 18 hours. Then i spend about 45 minutes thru the day eating. 17.25 hours.i MIGHT party 4 hours total out of the week. so 17.25 x 7 - 4 = 116.5 hours a week. I bet its more like 90-100 hours in reality.
f-me. s i d e w a y s.