I'm gross and smelly...

[t_ray]

ive worked 32 hours in 3 days and gone to 4 hours of class. I'm scheduled for 62 hours next week. I have a huge bruise on my arm and a big bump on my knee bc i fell down at work. My face is breaking out, my hair is always up, I always smell...like work. I'm dragging myself through this nonrelationship with TJ and its totally not even worth it

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[danideben]

yeaa i never really wanted to say anything before..but u are kinda gross and smelly :-P jk

I know it's tough right now. I used to have those dreams too throughout the summer when I was working too much. Actually the other night/morning I had a dream that I slept through work and then quit my job. Then I woke up thinking it had happened and realized it hadnt...so I fell back to sleep where I dreamed again that I quit in a different way. I then got up and sat for a good 5 minutes seriously contemplating freeing myself from a job that I dream of quitting....but of course we all know i dont have the balls to do that.

anyways...point of that is that your body knows more than your mind. You are strong minded so you are able to push yourself, but your body is trying to tell you that you are pushing too hard. And developing a cigg addiction...not such a good way of coping....but since i worked at a restaurant where 90% of the wait-staff smokes i have come to understand why that is...waitressing is freakin stressful

sorry that was a lot of words and not much comfort, but u know im here if u need to do some venting

[t_ray]

thanks dani :) love ya