I'm gross and smelly...
ive worked 32 hours in 3 days and gone to 4 hours of class. I'm scheduled for 62 hours next week. I have a huge bruise on my arm and a big bump on my knee bc i fell down at work. My face is breaking out, my hair is always up, I always smell...like work. I'm dragging myself through this nonrelationship with TJ and its totally not even worth it anymore, but Im lonely and it gets hard. Jess and Bobby and Keith and other people are home but like, I WORK 60 HOURS A WEEK! when am i supposed to see them, or makes plans to see them? exactly. I miss my school, and my relationship with my school friends. I miss good nights of sleep. I have recurring nightmares that I have tables at work that I forgot about and im sleepin when i should be workin, and i get all confused and anxious. It's weird. But like, work really ISN'T that bad...I dunno.
But I am doing wicked good in my classes. And making a ton o' money. And thats what I'm here for. I've been smoking too many Virginia Slims lately...oh well. I get 10 minutes a day to sit outside and relax with my friends before the dinner rush, and a cigarette is relaxing. Not peer pressure, more like situational pressure lol
ok I havent written in so long, and now I can't really bring myself to write much more. goodnight kids
But I am doing wicked good in my classes. And making a ton o' money. And thats what I'm here for. I've been smoking too many Virginia Slims lately...oh well. I get 10 minutes a day to sit outside and relax with my friends before the dinner rush, and a cigarette is relaxing. Not peer pressure, more like situational pressure lol
ok I havent written in so long, and now I can't really bring myself to write much more. goodnight kids