I'm babbling again...
There is a difference between wanting what you can't have, and knowing that you are everything that someone else could want. It's a feeling like just when fate was supposed to jump in, it tripped and fell and when it got back up, it was already facing another way...
can fate affect fate itself? ahhh i feel like i'm high right now, but I'm not. I'm just lonely and have too much time to think.
This sounds much whinier and self-pitiful than its supposed to. I'm not even really trying to be that dramatic. My common sense tells me one thing, and I know how to deal with it all and I know that things will move on and change and be fine...but for now, I'm feeling a little lonely as it is, with everyone going away. And I guess i t just leaves me to think about the times recently when I was the happiest. Sometimes people affect us in ways we don't expect...and maybe it's that total unexpectedness that attracted me so much in the first place.
can fate affect fate itself? ahhh i feel like i'm high right now, but I'm not. I'm just lonely and have too much time to think.
This sounds much whinier and self-pitiful than its supposed to. I'm not even really trying to be that dramatic. My common sense tells me one thing, and I know how to deal with it all and I know that things will move on and change and be fine...but for now, I'm feeling a little lonely as it is, with everyone going away. And I guess i t just leaves me to think about the times recently when I was the happiest. Sometimes people affect us in ways we don't expect...and maybe it's that total unexpectedness that attracted me so much in the first place.