Jan 06, 2010 10:15
i am finally getting over that wank shaft gareth!
YAY!
it actually really feels good. i am focusing on myself again, and i can do whatever i want without worrying what the significant other will think! dont get me wrong, i am still madly in love with him and i miss him like crazy!
but i am doing better.
after spending a week in bed, moping and eating chocolate!
i am actually ready to start over :)
yesterday i starting sewing again :) i'm making a dress to wear to my best friends 21st. i am so excited. it was fun, for a few hours it was just me and a sewing machine, no thinking about Gareth! never underestimate the power of being creative!!!!
also yesterday i went for a walk and i have decided to start jogging daily again. i think i will be able to start jogging daily again without becoming obsessed with it and relapsing into my eating disorder :) i have come so far. WELL DONE!
kasabian - fire - - - - - LOVE THIS SONG