Crazy I say
Conversation with sxycutethang069 at 2004-07-29 14:21:46 on T7g77 (aim)
(14:21:50) T7g: Now the amusing thing is.
(14:21:52) T7g: I knew you were lying
(14:21:58) T7g: I knew the second I read your post you were going with Lee
(14:22:01) T7g: I just know you that well
(14:22:07) SxyCuteThang069: THAT ITS NOT TRUE
(14:22:16) SxyCuteThang069: I stayed at Sara's with Holly jsut so you know
(14:22:21) SxyCuteThang069: Not that it matters
(14:22:22) T7g: Yeah, but you still saw him
(14:22:25) SxyCuteThang069: or that you believe me
(14:22:31) SxyCuteThang069: but yeah
(14:22:31) SxyCuteThang069: Yup
(14:22:31) T7g: Not that I fucking care
(14:22:32) SxyCuteThang069: I did
(14:22:36) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I was bored
(14:22:41) SxyCuteThang069: Ok then
(14:22:53) T7g: I was just enjoying the fact that I was right, yet again.
(14:23:34) SxyCuteThang069: I know you love that
(14:23:40) T7g: mmmhmmm
(14:23:45) T7g: love every second of it.
(14:23:48) T7g: I guess
(14:24:11) SxyCuteThang069: Its nice to be single again I guess
(14:24:16) T7g: Yeah it is, I have to say
(14:24:18) T7g: Although
(14:24:21) T7g: Kinda sucks
(14:24:23) SxyCuteThang069: Other people just don't understand me
(14:24:24) T7g: I wanted to work today
(14:24:26) T7g: Bullshit
(14:24:30) T7g: I understand you like none other
(14:25:03) T7g: What you don't understand
(14:25:03) SxyCuteThang069: Yeah I know...my one fault...letting you inside my head...I can't get you out naw *kicks self in ass*
(14:25:17) T7g: Is that some people like commitment in their relationships
(14:25:23) T7g: I mean, you know, thats all I asked.
(14:25:26) T7g: You have a big problem with that
(14:25:34) T7g: Kevin warned me of this long ago.
(14:25:44) SxyCuteThang069: I do
(14:25:49) SxyCuteThang069: I realize alot now
(14:26:01) SxyCuteThang069: These past few weeks have been me trying to figure things out in my life
(14:26:03) T7g: I made love to you, but you made it fucking, because we weren't dating, and I had no idea.
(14:26:07) SxyCuteThang069: I think I hanve done that
(14:26:11) T7g: You made me a slut indirectly.
(14:26:19) SxyCuteThang069: things aren't how I want them to be in the end but I don't know what to do
(14:26:30) T7g: Well, how would you want them to be?
(14:26:43) SxyCuteThang069: I don't even think I should get into that
(14:26:48) T7g: No, please
(14:26:52) T7g: I'd love to hear it.
(14:27:09) T7g: I want to know what you want.
(14:27:12) SxyCuteThang069: I really don't think I should
(14:27:23) T7g: go for it
(14:27:25) T7g: I just want to know.
(14:27:34) T7g: In fact
(14:27:35) SxyCuteThang069: I would like to talk to you though..once more..I need some life advice..you've always been good at that
(14:27:49) T7g: Well
(14:27:52) T7g: Today is my day off.
(14:27:58) T7g: If you're looking for me.
(14:27:59) SxyCuteThang069: Coffee?
(14:28:01) T7g: I'll be here.
(14:28:05) T7g: Sure
(14:28:10) SxyCuteThang069: I have been in the modd for Coffee for FAR TOO LONG
(14:28:15) SxyCuteThang069: and no one will go with em
(14:28:17) SxyCuteThang069: me*
(14:28:20) T7g: I'll go with you.
(14:28:24) T7g: If anything
(14:28:25) T7g: I guess
(14:28:28) T7g: I just want you to be happy
(14:28:34) T7g: So if I can give you some insight
(14:28:40) T7g: From what I've learned through my hardships
(14:28:48) T7g: I guess it's the best thing I can do.
(14:30:57) SxyCuteThang069: Sean has the car now...when he gets home (I think he is at work)
(14:31:01) SxyCuteThang069: I'll have it
(14:31:17) T7g: heh, I need to find sodimms anyways
(14:31:23) SxyCuteThang069: have I told you Emma can be CRAZY
(14:31:31) SxyCuteThang069: What is that?
(14:31:34) T7g: I can be as well
(14:31:39) T7g: dual inline memory modules
(14:31:41) T7g: for one of my boxen
(14:31:45) SxyCuteThang069: huh?
(14:31:48) T7g: if you have old computer shit that is gonna get thrown away
(14:31:50) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(14:31:54) T7g: let me know
(14:31:54) SxyCuteThang069: Yeah
(14:32:00) SxyCuteThang069: my dads whold computer
(14:32:04) SxyCuteThang069: cept the hard drive
(14:32:09) T7g: I'll take it
(14:32:16) SxyCuteThang069: my brothers is in its place
(14:32:30) T7g: and those old ones sitting around
(14:32:33) T7g: if they're getting thrown away
(14:32:35) T7g: the point is
(14:32:39) T7g: I'll take any hardware
(14:32:42) T7g: relatively recent
(14:32:44) T7g: or somewhat old
(14:32:48) SxyCuteThang069: how come?
(14:32:51) T7g: because I have older machines that need parts that I can't buy
(14:32:56) T7g: and
(14:32:59) T7g: I'm building an empire
(14:33:03) T7g: To take over the world.
(14:33:09) T7g: Nothing else to do when you're single.
(14:33:16) T7g: and I have this cup
(14:33:18) T7g: full of money
(14:33:32) SxyCuteThang069: Guess what I am listening to
(14:33:37) T7g: hm?
(14:33:47) SxyCuteThang069: staying up all night....
(14:33:52) SxyCuteThang069: bare feet
(14:33:56) SxyCuteThang069: felt so right
(14:34:10) T7g: Doesn't sound like one of our songs?
(14:34:53) SxyCuteThang069: it doesn't?
(14:34:56) SxyCuteThang069: Yes-huh
(14:35:20) T7g: ...
(14:35:23) T7g: stop making me smike
(14:35:26) T7g: smile*
(14:35:31) SxyCuteThang069: Ocean Avenue
(14:35:33) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(14:35:34) T7g: I know
(14:35:36) T7g: I just found it
(14:35:36) SxyCuteThang069: Can't help it
(14:35:43) T7g: Then do me a favor?
(14:35:49) SxyCuteThang069: Guess waht
(14:35:52) T7g: What?
(14:36:00) SxyCuteThang069: our star is comming back into orbit in 3 weeks
(14:36:05) SxyCuteThang069: YAY
(14:36:16) T7g: So...
(14:36:47) T7g: Does this mean we're going to be staring off at it together?
(14:37:16) T7g: So
(14:37:23) T7g: There was just one, but now two
(14:37:25) T7g: Last
(14:37:28) T7g: Sad, tired, emo songs.
(14:37:30) T7g: I sing to you.
(14:37:33) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/mp3/AutumnTravesty/Yellowcard%20-%20Ocean%20Avenue/06-yellowcard-only_once-fnt.mp3
(14:37:40) SxyCuteThang069: Rainbbright666: It is over then
Rainbbright666: ???
Rainbbright666: yes or now
Rainbbright666: no*
Rainbbright666: You cant even answer
Rainbbright666: so ill answer myself
Rainbbright666: Yes it is over Emma
Rainbbright666: Ok
Rainbbright666: Thx
Rainbbright666: Rianna
Rainbbright666: I am glad u care so much
Rainbbright666: But its ok I know ill be alright i may not sleep a couple nights i may hurt and kill in the inside but i know ill be alright one day
Rainbbright666: when some one else who deserves my love gets it
Rainbbright666: I am glad u care so much
(14:37:40) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/mp3/AutumnTravesty/Yellowcard%20-%20Ocean%20Avenue/09-yellowcard-view_from_heaven-fnt.mp3
(14:37:46) SxyCuteThang069: CRAZY I SAY
(14:38:35) SxyCuteThang069: MSI....good memories
(14:39:08) T7g: mmmhmm
(14:39:21) T7g: I think you'll like those other two I just linked to you
(14:39:33) T7g: They're from the Ocean Ave. album.
(14:39:40) SxyCuteThang069: I can't hear them
(14:39:45) SxyCuteThang069: I am at my house
(14:39:47) SxyCuteThang069: computer sucks
(14:39:50) SxyCuteThang069: too slow
(14:40:02) T7g: mmm
(14:40:04) T7g: Alright.
(14:40:42) T7g: yeah
(14:40:48) SxyCuteThang069: oh yeah
(14:40:50) T7g: oh yeah
(14:40:51) SxyCuteThang069: Are you sure?
(14:40:57) T7g: absofuckingloutely positive.
(14:41:06) T7g: Are you sure though?
(14:41:35) T7g: I mean, you know, and well..
(14:41:45) T7g: but then...
(14:41:50) T7g: ;)
(14:42:05) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(14:42:09) SxyCuteThang069: I'm no Emma
(14:42:13) SxyCuteThang069: Doesn't work
(14:42:17) SxyCuteThang069: :-D
(14:42:41) T7g: Well ;p You misread me as well, however.
(14:42:49) T7g: I wasn't doing it to confuse you, it was to make you smile ;p
(14:42:58) SxyCuteThang069: It worked
(14:43:01) SxyCuteThang069: :)
(14:43:18) SxyCuteThang069: I want your icon as a layout
(14:43:29) T7g: 9 days
(14:43:30) SxyCuteThang069: I watched it on on demand today
(14:43:37) SxyCuteThang069: Cause my friend Bruse jsut got cable today
(14:43:40) SxyCuteThang069: this morning
(14:43:43) SxyCuteThang069: 9 days?
(14:43:45) SxyCuteThang069: till
(14:45:06) T7g: Somewhere around 9 months I think
(14:45:13) SxyCuteThang069: uh huh
(14:45:17) SxyCuteThang069: Your right
(14:45:22) T7g: If we would've had a child the first time we got scared
(14:45:29) T7g: It'd be popping out about right now.
(14:45:32) T7g: And where would we be?
(14:45:53) SxyCuteThang069: Rainbbright666: Ok
Rainbbright666: Well
Rainbbright666: I love you
Rainbbright666: Pleeze say it back
Rainbbright666: pleeze
Rainbbright666: "we did all your drugs and we want more"
Rainbbright666: heh
(14:45:56) SxyCuteThang069: NUTS
(14:46:09) SxyCuteThang069: I SWEAR I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING
(14:46:16) SxyCuteThang069: I was gonna say it but I was like no
(14:46:23) SxyCuteThang069: He'll think i'm crazy
(14:46:29) T7g: no..
(14:46:39) T7g: I think about you all the time, in every connotation imaginable.
(14:46:42) SxyCuteThang069: I promise I was thinking that
(14:47:05) T7g: I believe you
(14:47:26) T7g: It hurts because
(14:47:38) T7g: I know, no other guy or girl, will ever love you the way I do.
(14:47:59) SxyCuteThang069: The funny thing is your right
(14:47:59) T7g: Or value you as highly, or consider you as precious as you are to me.
(14:48:46) SxyCuteThang069: Rainbbright666: Ok
Rainbbright666: I love you
Rainbbright666: :-*
Rainbbright666: Do you not wanna say it???
(14:48:48) SxyCuteThang069: WTF
(14:48:53) SxyCuteThang069: Does she not get it?
(14:49:43) SxyCuteThang069: Still there
(14:49:53) T7g: yea
(14:50:20) T7g: was trying to quickroll a join
(14:50:22) T7g: t
(14:50:44) SxyCuteThang069: I still don't know how :(
(14:50:48) SxyCuteThang069: I wanna know so bad
(14:50:56) SxyCuteThang069: I don't think I could od it if I tried
(14:51:00) SxyCuteThang069: heh
(14:51:14) T7g: I always taught you everything I knew ;p
(14:51:29) T7g: I mean, if anything, I not only love you to death, I made you a better person when I could.
(14:51:38) T7g: Except with the whole drugs thing, but I'm just a fucking idiot sometimes.
(14:52:10) SxyCuteThang069: I need to be done with that
(14:52:15) SxyCuteThang069: It need to be slowed down
(14:52:20) T7g: I am.
(14:52:26) T7g: I stopped
(14:52:32) T7g: I stopped for you too
(14:52:40) T7g: I knew you wanted me to stop taking my meds
(14:52:52) T7g: So I did, and I forced myself to just grow up and not depend on something like that.
(14:53:48) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(14:53:53) SxyCuteThang069: I'm proud
(14:54:06) T7g: I don't want your verbal congratulations
(14:54:11) T7g: I want your arms around me.
(14:54:34) T7g: and thats simply it, I want simply that, because thats simply all I need
(14:55:49) SxyCuteThang069: Funny
(14:55:53) SxyCuteThang069: Emma is nuts
(14:55:59) SxyCuteThang069: What was I thinking
(14:56:00) SxyCuteThang069: Honestly now
(14:56:07) SxyCuteThang069: She about tripped a nut today
(14:56:11) SxyCuteThang069: FOR NOTHING
(14:56:16) T7g: You know
(14:56:17) SxyCuteThang069: I told her last night I was done
(14:56:27) T7g: We used to fight a lot
(14:56:30) T7g: I used to trip out a bunch
(14:56:33) T7g: but when you moved out
(14:56:38) T7g: I gave you that space and was happy about it
(14:56:47) T7g: It wasn't until I found out we weren't together that I started tripping a nut again
(14:56:58) T7g: but yeah, I did kind of fix that.
(14:57:07) T7g: In myself.
(14:57:23) T7g: and yeah, I am a lot more understanding of a person now.
(14:57:50) SxyCuteThang069: She was like "You fucked him I know it:
(14:57:55) SxyCuteThang069: You should know that I didn't
(14:57:58) SxyCuteThang069: You taught me
(14:58:01) SxyCuteThang069: member
(14:58:07) T7g: I know=\
(14:58:09) SxyCuteThang069: pointless unless it means something
(14:58:19) SxyCuteThang069: I didn't back then and I didn't last night
(14:58:34) SxyCuteThang069: she is like "your a slut, rocky was right"
(14:58:38) SxyCuteThang069: Grrr
(14:58:48) T7g: heh
(14:58:58) T7g: Promise me you won't go back to that?
(14:59:10) SxyCuteThang069: Promise
(14:59:18) SxyCuteThang069: I can't handle that if I wanted to
(14:59:50) T7g: heh
(15:00:07) T7g: So, I've fixed most to all of my character discrepancies...
(15:00:19) T7g: I will tell you the truth, what I think, straight up now.
(15:00:51) T7g: and so much more...
(15:00:51) T7g: heh
(15:01:12) SxyCuteThang069: BUT
(15:01:16) SxyCuteThang069: Will you go get coffee with me?
(15:01:24) T7g: Yes, I will.
(15:01:37) T7g: but....
(15:02:02) T7g: Well
(15:02:07) T7g: I guess we'll talk over coffee.
(15:02:46) SxyCuteThang069: Yup
(15:02:47) SxyCuteThang069: We will
(15:02:52) SxyCuteThang069: I need a shower :-(
(15:02:58) SxyCuteThang069: I hate getting wet these days
(15:03:04) T7g: mmm?
(15:03:08) T7g: Whys that?
(15:03:48) SxyCuteThang069: Reasons
(15:03:51) SxyCuteThang069: Tell you over coffee
(15:03:54) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:03:58) T7g: Okay =)
(15:04:05) T7g: and
(15:04:08) T7g: you need to see this setup
(15:04:11) T7g: like
(15:04:12) T7g: I mean
(15:04:18) T7g: our room looks so nice
(15:04:23) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:04:29) T7g: not just the computers
(15:04:30) T7g: everything =)
(15:04:32) SxyCuteThang069: I thought there was a bunch of compouters in there
(15:04:35) SxyCuteThang069: computersA*
(15:04:38) T7g: oh nonono
(15:04:43) T7g: they're nicely arranged ;p
(15:04:47) T7g: um
(15:04:48) T7g: Well
(15:04:50) T7g: When you get here
(15:04:55) T7g: You'll see it, I'll be a surprise
(15:05:11) T7g: it'll
(15:05:13) T7g: uh
(15:05:18) T7g: yeah ;p forgot a t !;p
(15:05:32) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:05:37) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go talk to my mom
(15:05:38) SxyCuteThang069: Eat
(15:05:42) SxyCuteThang069: shoer
(15:05:48) SxyCuteThang069: shower*
(15:05:53) SxyCuteThang069: all that godo stuff
(15:05:56) SxyCuteThang069: I'll call or somethign
(15:06:00) SxyCuteThang069: you'll be there
(15:07:12) SxyCuteThang069: still there?
(15:07:43) T7g: yes
(15:07:50) T7g: I was er
(15:07:53) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(15:07:57) T7g: just spiffying the room up a tiny bit?
(15:08:02) SxyCuteThang069: I am trying to fine a background for my new layout
(15:08:06) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:08:11) T7g: =)
(15:08:15) T7g: I really want you to see it
(15:08:20) T7g: I designed it with you and I in mind...
(15:08:38) SxyCuteThang069: :-D
(15:08:39) SxyCuteThang069: Ok
(15:08:40) SxyCuteThang069: so
(15:08:43) SxyCuteThang069: shower now
(15:08:45) T7g: I'm just so tired... won't you sing me to sleep? and fly through my dreams, so I can hitch a ride with you tonight...
(15:08:46) SxyCuteThang069: coffee later
(15:08:47) T7g: Okay =)
(15:08:52) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:09:00) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(15:38:29) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(15:45:13) T7g: Hi.
(15:45:21) SxyCuteThang069: Question
(15:45:27) T7g: Yes?
(15:45:32) SxyCuteThang069: Do you know how much it is to get a State ID?
(15:45:40) T7g: like 20 I think
(15:45:42) T7g: or 15
(15:45:46) SxyCuteThang069: Oh ok
(15:45:49) SxyCuteThang069: Good
(15:45:56) T7g: You done showering?
(15:46:12) SxyCuteThang069: no
(15:46:16) SxyCuteThang069: I ate though
(15:46:18) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:46:20) T7g: =)
(15:46:26) SxyCuteThang069: My mom told me to come find out how much they are
(15:46:33) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I gotta get another one
(15:46:35) T7g: lemme get you an exact
(15:46:54) SxyCuteThang069: I 2 college tests on monday
(15:46:59) SxyCuteThang069: I have*
(15:47:05) SxyCuteThang069: Me and Renae heh
(15:47:31) T7g: We're still going for coffee, right?
(15:47:59) T7g: State Identification Card State Identification Card $10
(15:48:01) SxyCuteThang069: I just gotta get teh car
(15:48:06) SxyCuteThang069: Good deal
(15:48:10) T7g: Good=)
(15:48:39) T7g: My hopes are so high.... :)
(15:48:46) T7g: yeah, that was corny, I know;p
(15:48:50) T7g: but I was trying to be cute.
(15:49:18) SxyCuteThang069: Why do you say things like that? "That was corny?"
(15:49:20) SxyCuteThang069: Its not
(15:49:23) SxyCuteThang069: IT IS cute
(15:52:30) T7g: =)
(15:52:39) SxyCuteThang069: Ha
(15:52:41) T7g: you just
(15:53:00) T7g: I don't know, have that kind of effect on me.
(15:53:30) SxyCuteThang069: You sure?
(15:54:09) T7g: sure as anything...
(15:54:36) T7g: If I wasn't so entirely convinced that you were the greatest thing since sliced bread...
(15:54:44) T7g: Why would I be here right now? =)
(15:55:20) SxyCuteThang069: *shrugs* I guess your right
(15:57:11) T7g: you guess? ;p
(15:57:34) T7g: You know
(15:57:41) T7g: Had you gotten pregnant, eight months ago
(15:57:48) T7g: I would still be with you right now, I assure you.
(15:57:52) SxyCuteThang069: we would be in the hospital to gether
(15:57:58) SxyCuteThang069: right now
(16:00:10) T7g: mmmhmm=)
(16:00:22) T7g: looking at our child on an ultrasound scan
(16:00:24) SxyCuteThang069: talking to grammy brb
(16:00:28) SxyCuteThang069: yup
(16:00:30) SxyCuteThang069: or holding it
(16:00:42) SxyCuteThang069: I'm young...I would deliver early
(16:00:50) SxyCuteThang069: plus I wuld be dick of it in me by then
(16:00:58) T7g: I've tried a lot of things in life, have done a lot of things
(16:01:08) T7g: Nothing makes me as happy as simply the idea of a future with you.
(16:01:28) T7g: I don't know why, it's just. Nothing else does it for me.
(16:04:24) SxyCuteThang069: I'm a lost person
(16:04:41) T7g: Lost in what way?
(16:05:30) SxyCuteThang069: Lost in...I don't know
(16:05:35) SxyCuteThang069: I jsut feel lost
(16:05:37) SxyCuteThang069: alone
(16:05:40) SxyCuteThang069: in a big world
(16:08:16) SxyCuteThang069: its scary
(16:08:41) T7g: I always did my best to offer you comfort..
(16:08:51) T7g: I always did and would do anything to protect you and take care of you.
(16:09:08) T7g: It's what I did..
(16:09:38) SxyCuteThang069: Its what you do....
(16:09:42) SxyCuteThang069: You still do and you know it
(16:09:52) SxyCuteThang069: YOu get upset at times
(16:09:52) T7g: Then all you have to do is come see me
(16:09:55) SxyCuteThang069: but you still do
(16:09:58) T7g: Just come see me =)
(16:10:08) T7g: Give me a chance to be a part of your life again
(16:10:14) T7g: and make it bright and happy, in a way only I can do =)
(16:10:37) T7g: I'm usually, happy, perky, Rocky these days ;p
(16:10:46) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(16:10:50) T7g: and I've done my best to un-stupeify myself ;p
(16:10:57) T7g: so I'm actually interesting to talk to as well ;)
(16:11:10) T7g: but
(16:11:24) SxyCuteThang069: Yes
(16:11:26) SxyCuteThang069: you are}
(16:11:30) SxyCuteThang069: I must say
(16:11:32) SxyCuteThang069: You realize
(16:11:55) SxyCuteThang069: Even when we fight(on the computer or on person) we always can jsut stop to say somethign else
(16:12:09) T7g: I know...
(16:12:10) SxyCuteThang069: like it does phase us at all
(16:12:18) T7g: because it doesn't=\
(16:12:27) T7g: because...
(16:12:30) T7g: What we have is real
(16:12:37) T7g: It's the most real thing I've seen or felt
(16:12:46) T7g: some people will never find what we have
(16:13:07) T7g: No matter what, we can't be mad at each other.
(16:13:37) T7g: There is just something between us that words and anger and the world can't break
(16:14:31) SxyCuteThang069: DNemeth333: You sound really sad. Are you ok?
(16:14:39) SxyCuteThang069: Psh...shes right
(16:14:42) SxyCuteThang069: how did she know
(16:14:49) T7g: Shes your grandma
(16:14:51) SxyCuteThang069: It's my grammy if you didn't know
(16:15:01) T7g: She knows you much in the way I know you
(16:15:08) T7g: She knows who the real Rianna is, and how to read her
(16:15:25) T7g: She's been in the bathroom with you, to bathe you when you were young
(16:15:32) T7g: and help you go to the bathroom, and such
(16:15:42) T7g: and she's been there when you go to sleep, just like I have
(16:15:45) SxyCuteThang069: DNemeth333: Hi sweety
jameskd5: How are you?
DNemeth333: hold on
jameskd5: Ok
DNemeth333: Ok, I'm here. Where have ya been?
DNemeth333: Are you at dads right now?
jameskd5: Yes
DNemeth333: Been to the beach yet?
jameskd5: With Emma and her family...quite a few times
jameskd5: Not with mom though :-(
DNemeth333: Mom said the baby is walking really good now. & has some shoes that help her a lot.
Did you see the puppy we got her?
jameskd5: I didn't see the puppy
jameskd5: But I've been here a few days...I might have
DNemeth333: You sound really sad. Are you ok?
(16:15:51) SxyCuteThang069: I don't get how she knew
(16:16:18) T7g: jameskd5: With Emma and her family...quite a few times
jameskd5: Not with mom though :-(
(16:16:24) T7g: Thats a very abstract thought collection
(16:16:38) T7g: That wasn't put together on the spot
(16:16:57) T7g: It was obviously something somewhere in your head.
(16:17:08) T7g: And you expressed regret for not going with your mom.
(16:17:18) T7g: and then well
(16:17:21) SxyCuteThang069: huh?
(16:17:22) T7g:
jameskd5: I didn't see the puppy
jameskd5: But I've been here a few days...I might have
(16:17:31) T7g: Rianna is usually bright and cheery about puppies
(16:17:41) SxyCuteThang069: No
(16:17:41) T7g: You just seem so apathetic in your last two messages about the puppy.
(16:18:03) SxyCuteThang069: Hmnm
(16:18:07) SxyCuteThang069: I didn't even know
(16:18:08) T7g: Onna's gonna have kittens
(16:18:13) SxyCuteThang069: I'm jsut talking
(16:18:14) SxyCuteThang069: WHEN
(16:18:17) SxyCuteThang069: I WANT ONE
(16:18:18) T7g: Dunno
(16:18:22) T7g: You can have one =)
(16:18:37) T7g: You can sit here and hang out with me and them everyday if you want =)
(16:18:42) SxyCuteThang069: How long has she been pregnant for?
(16:18:46) T7g: dunno
(16:18:51) T7g: shes just fat and has nipples now
(16:19:18) T7g: Definately pregnant though
(16:19:26) T7g: Unless she swallowed a squirrel or something.
(16:19:29) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(16:20:07) T7g: Not sure who the father is though
(16:20:18) T7g: and if they come out with Eric's head
(16:20:21) T7g: I'm gonna be pissed.
(16:21:17) T7g: So like, I need some more dimms for this computer so I can get Gentoo on it
(16:21:27) T7g: Then I need to get a caching nameserver up and running because this network needs it.
(16:22:02) T7g: haha lots of computers to play with though
(16:22:07) T7g: some are really cutesy too
(16:22:08) T7g: got two macs
(16:22:14) T7g: from a school so
(16:22:19) T7g: they have educational games and that such
(16:22:22) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(16:22:24) T7g: probably some student work too
(16:22:30) T7g: I haven't looked at it that deeply
(16:22:37) T7g: and I want to go back, because there is more stuff I need to get.
(16:22:58) T7g: I might get an old Apple IIe for the historical value
(16:23:03) T7g: and if they have number munchers there
(16:23:06) T7g: i'm gonna shit myself.
(16:23:06) SxyCuteThang069: :-P silly
(16:23:22) T7g: Or Oregon Trail
(16:23:25) T7g: They gotta have those
(16:23:31) T7g: Every school has those
(16:24:07) T7g: and the mac pcs play cds ;p
(16:24:15) T7g: my comps don't ;p I don't hook that up
(16:24:15) T7g: ever
(16:24:18) T7g: too lazy.
(16:24:22) T7g: but they're 1 piece units so ;p
(16:24:27) T7g: and then you have to see the new speakers
(16:24:30) T7g: oh do they bump
(16:24:42) T7g: and then
(16:24:46) T7g: I'm buying new clothes!
(16:24:48) T7g: and such ;p
(16:25:07) SxyCuteThang069: I liked that game in school
(16:25:10) SxyCuteThang069: Thats all I would do
(16:25:17) SxyCuteThang069: when I was done with school work
(16:25:21) SxyCuteThang069: was play that stupid game
(16:25:23) T7g: haha, I'll find a way to get one of those working here
(16:25:30) T7g: the macs worked fine ;p
(16:25:38) T7g: just gotta find ones that aren't busted to all hell
(16:25:44) T7g: Which is kinda difficult.
(16:25:58) T7g: My room is a lot of shit from abandoned buildings
(16:26:46) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(16:26:47) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(16:26:50) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go take a shower
(16:26:58) SxyCuteThang069: Cause sean doesn't roofing
(16:27:03) SxyCuteThang069: It looking like it might rain
(16:27:04) T7g: hm?
(16:27:08) SxyCuteThang069: so they should be about done
(16:27:10) SxyCuteThang069: I hope
(16:27:15) SxyCuteThang069: that means
(16:27:15) T7g: I hope so too =)
(16:27:15) SxyCuteThang069: I have the car
(16:27:22) SxyCuteThang069: but I gotta get dressed
(16:27:33) SxyCuteThang069: I ahve to go to Emmas to get clothes too
(16:27:35) T7g: Alright, well, I'll see you in a little bit then =)
(16:27:42) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(16:27:46) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(16:28:06) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(16:28:16) T7g: Welcome back ? ;p
(16:28:19) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(20:17:10) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(20:21:04) T7g: =)
(20:21:21) SxyCuteThang069: Had the car but only to get clothes :(
(20:21:34) T7g: =\
(20:21:40) T7g: =\\\\
(20:21:49) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(20:21:55) T7g: Can I come see you myself?
(20:22:14) T7g: I don't know where we'd go.. but..
(20:23:07) SxyCuteThang069: I have a few dollars...I dunno what to do
(20:23:10) SxyCuteThang069: Maybe later
(20:23:14) T7g: I have more than a few dollars
(20:23:19) T7g: I just had a quarter pound
(20:23:27) SxyCuteThang069: What?
(20:23:46) T7g: You know..
(20:24:10) T7g: I'm a venture capitalist these days? ;p
(20:25:01) T7g: Anyways
(20:25:10) T7g: Yeah, I wanted to take you out to Greektown tonight
(20:25:13) T7g: Like we always wanted to.
(20:25:20) SxyCuteThang069: Really?
(20:25:23) T7g: mmmhmm
(20:25:41) T7g: Thats why I'm so anxious for you to come over.
(20:25:46) T7g: I want to spend a happy, fun, night with you.
(20:25:58) T7g: Remind you that life can be fun=\ remind you of how much you used to love being with me?
(20:26:22) SxyCuteThang069: How would we get to greektown?
(20:26:36) T7g: hmm
(20:26:37) SxyCuteThang069: I MIGHT be able to use car
(20:26:42) T7g: If you can...
(20:26:49) T7g: I'd love to take you out for the night.
(20:26:55) T7g: We never got to have cute dates together..
(20:28:18) T7g: and I want to do something to remind you of how much we used to love spending time together=)
(20:28:29) T7g: And there is so much we had planned that we still have yet to do
(20:28:37) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(20:28:50) T7g: And if anything, it would mean a lot to me to be able to share those things with you.
(20:28:55) T7g: It would mean everything to me.
(20:29:17) T7g: Upto you though =)
(20:31:10) SxyCuteThang069: Of course I wanna
(20:31:15) SxyCuteThang069: but its up to my mommy
(20:31:17) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know
(20:31:19) SxyCuteThang069: She might
(20:31:25) T7g: Well, if not, I'll ask for the car ;p
(20:31:31) T7g: and if not, not...
(20:31:49) SxyCuteThang069: but then she has been stuck in the house not doing anythign forever and thats her favorite thing to do..i don't know if she is gonna let me use HER car to do it
(20:32:07) T7g: ....I would love to at least see you for a moment
(20:32:21) SxyCuteThang069: You ask for the car
(20:32:27) SxyCuteThang069: if they say no then I'll ask
(20:32:29) T7g: Alright ;p I'll try
(20:32:42) SxyCuteThang069: good luck
(20:32:43) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(20:34:20) T7g: So
(20:34:24) T7g: I put on the biggest smike
(20:34:26) T7g: smile*
(20:34:31) T7g: and cutest voice I have
(20:34:34) T7g: and..
(20:34:47) T7g: I'm an uninsured driver so there isn't any way she'd let me do it :/
(20:36:36) SxyCuteThang069: Hmm
(20:36:38) SxyCuteThang069: I can try
(20:36:42) SxyCuteThang069: but gimme a minute
(20:36:45) SxyCuteThang069: just talk for now
(20:37:01) T7g: okay
(20:37:06) T7g: So...
(20:37:25) T7g: I've come to find while cleaning bathrooms...
(20:37:33) T7g: That girls shred toilet paper
(20:37:37) SxyCuteThang069: Did you find the heart?
(20:37:40) T7g: No=\
(20:37:43) T7g: not yet
(20:37:46) SxyCuteThang069: I'm gonna cry
(20:37:50) T7g: but I cleaned my room better than it's ever been.
(20:37:51) SxyCuteThang069: Your never gonan find it
(20:37:56) T7g: No, I will =)
(20:38:07) T7g: I've just been working quite a bit
(20:38:15) T7g: You haven't been here to take care of me
(20:38:31) T7g: but I have looked, and I will find it
(20:38:36) SxyCuteThang069: I can't be there
(20:38:39) SxyCuteThang069: Remember
(20:38:41) T7g: My mom wants me to take the carpet out of this room anyways.
(20:38:47) SxyCuteThang069: the parent hate thing
(20:38:51) SxyCuteThang069: Good
(20:38:52) T7g: Oh stop it.
(20:38:54) SxyCuteThang069: It stinks
(20:39:01) T7g: They don't hate you.
(20:39:05) SxyCuteThang069: like mold
(20:39:06) T7g: None of this nonsense now.
(20:39:21) T7g: I have a headache
(20:39:25) T7g: That gives me more of a headache
(20:39:33) T7g: Because, if you realize it or not
(20:39:33) SxyCuteThang069: I"m sorry
(20:39:42) T7g: Everything you say has a direct emotional impact on me.
(20:39:59) T7g: They don't hate you
(20:40:13) T7g: And even if they did
(20:40:19) T7g: I wouldn't care
(20:40:25) T7g: No matter who did
(20:40:29) T7g: I wouldn't care
(20:40:54) T7g: you know why... ?
(20:40:55) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go talk to my mom
(20:41:04) SxyCuteThang069: I'll call you or get back on the computer in a little bit
(20:41:10) T7g: Alright
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(00:09:52) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(00:10:16) SxyCuteThang069: Hey
(00:10:28) T7g: Hey =)
(00:10:50) SxyCuteThang069: Whatcha doin?
(00:10:57) T7g: Was just playin some Escape Velocity ;p
(00:11:05) T7g: Was trying to stay up to see if you were coming back
(00:11:18) T7g: What are you doing? :)
(00:11:28) SxyCuteThang069: Nothing
(00:11:34) SxyCuteThang069: Just got back from down the street
(00:11:47) SxyCuteThang069: My cousin's Kara's house
(00:11:57) T7g: cool
(00:12:01) SxyCuteThang069: talked to her for like that last 2-3 hours straight
(00:12:06) T7g: What about?
(00:12:22) SxyCuteThang069: Everything
(00:12:25) SxyCuteThang069: and anything
(00:12:28) SxyCuteThang069: guys
(00:12:29) SxyCuteThang069: sex
(00:12:30) SxyCuteThang069: girls
(00:12:33) SxyCuteThang069: music
(00:12:35) SxyCuteThang069: coffee
(00:12:38) T7g: =)
(00:12:46) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(00:13:00) T7g: Not to sound uninteresting
(00:13:08) T7g: But I've just been sitting here, waiting for you.
(00:13:43) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(00:14:05) T7g: =)
(00:14:12) T7g: You know....
(00:15:04) T7g: I really miss you.
(00:15:13) SxyCuteThang069: Oh yeah
(00:15:39) T7g: oh yeah.
(00:15:51) T7g: i'm a flyin` talkin` donkey.
(00:17:07) T7g: so yeah
(00:17:10) T7g: girls shred toilet paper
(00:17:11) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(00:17:13) T7g: I don't know why
(00:17:24) T7g: Do you know why?
(00:18:01) SxyCuteThang069: Cause we try to put it on the seats and it just does it by itself
(00:18:19) SxyCuteThang069: What about that job?
(00:18:23) SxyCuteThang069: Did you ever ask?
(00:18:24) T7g: I guess thats as good an explaination as any.
(00:18:33) T7g: They're cutting back at the moment, it's dead.
(00:18:39) T7g: But Nanette might get fired soon.
(00:18:41) T7g: Or quit.
(00:18:57) T7g: One of the two
(00:20:17) T7g: I keep dying in this game, bleh
(00:21:01) SxyCuteThang069: heh
(00:21:02) T7g: I had this cup of coffee earlier
(00:21:03) SxyCuteThang069: good
(00:21:04) T7g: It was so good
(00:21:05) SxyCuteThang069: more time to talk
(00:21:12) T7g: =) I'm trying to talk to you
(00:21:14) SxyCuteThang069: stop it :-(
(00:21:23) T7g: There are just so many things I have to say to you..
(00:21:25) SxyCuteThang069: I wanted coffee for so long
(00:21:27) T7g: That I'd rather say in person
(00:21:31) SxyCuteThang069: :-(
(00:21:32) T7g: Come over!
(00:21:34) T7g: Silly!
(00:21:41) T7g: I'll make you as much coffee as you want
(00:21:45) SxyCuteThang069: Sure I'll start walking now ?
(00:21:53) T7g: I'll meet you halfway?
(00:22:06) T7g: Or more =)
(00:22:09) SxyCuteThang069: Are you crazy?
(00:22:12) T7g: yep.
(00:22:16) SxyCuteThang069: I LIVE IN DETROIT
(00:22:18) T7g: about you.
(00:22:19) SxyCuteThang069: I AM YOUNG
(00:22:22) SxyCuteThang069: AND WHITE
(00:22:25) T7g: I will come to your house
(00:22:32) T7g: I am crazy, and rocky, and well
(00:22:38) T7g: I'll protect you no matter what, silly.
(00:22:47) T7g: ;p
(00:22:59) T7g: If not tonight, then at least put it on your to-do list.
(00:23:16) T7g: I have COFFEE ;p
(00:23:17) T7g: FOR YOU :D
(00:23:37) T7g: and I put a lot of time and effort into the room, hoping you'd come see it =)
(00:23:48) T7g: It's not as much a cave now ;p it's actually kinda enjoyable to be in
(00:24:19) T7g: and uh, just a bunch more I can't explain ;p
(00:24:40) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(00:24:48) SxyCuteThang069: I miss talking to you at night
(00:25:03) SxyCuteThang069: Remember when we would turn everything off...and just sit there and talk
(00:25:08) SxyCuteThang069: about anything and everythign
(00:25:16) SxyCuteThang069: no one else will do that with me
(00:25:17) T7g: =) I miss that more than anything.
(00:25:31) T7g: you don't realiz
(00:25:32) T7g: e
(00:25:37) T7g: I enjoy your company
(00:25:51) T7g: I enjoy just being with you, I don't have to be fucked up on any drug, or anything like that
(00:26:09) T7g: My only prerequisite for being happy with you, is to just be with you.
(00:26:25) SxyCuteThang069: I'm crying
(00:26:34) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know what to do
(00:26:43) SxyCuteThang069: You know Emma is fucking up her life?
(00:26:49) SxyCuteThang069: She is out getting fucked up again
(00:26:52) SxyCuteThang069: and you need me
(00:27:02) SxyCuteThang069: and everyone need me
(00:27:04) SxyCuteThang069: at once
(00:27:08) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know how to do it
(00:27:17) T7g: I don't know what to tell you.
(00:27:23) T7g: Other than I don't need you to drain you
(00:27:29) T7g: I need you to lift you up :)
(00:27:37) T7g: I'm not trying to drag you down into a world of problems.
(00:28:01) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(00:28:04) SxyCuteThang069: but you need me
(00:28:10) SxyCuteThang069: Emma needs help
(00:28:14) T7g: I need you because I love you.
(00:28:15) SxyCuteThang069: My family needs help
(00:28:21) SxyCuteThang069: They do too
(00:28:24) T7g: I know..
(00:28:25) SxyCuteThang069: I can't do it all
(00:28:28) SxyCuteThang069: I just can't
(00:28:32) SxyCuteThang069: I'm not that strong
(00:28:36) T7g: Well...
(00:28:37) SxyCuteThang069: I try my best
(00:28:41) T7g: Then I won't ask that of you....
(00:28:45) SxyCuteThang069: but i can't make everyeon happy
(00:28:52) SxyCuteThang069: I want to
(00:28:55) SxyCuteThang069: so bad do I want to
(00:29:00) T7g: Well, you don't have to do all that much to make me happy.
(00:29:07) SxyCuteThang069: Its not you
(00:29:11) SxyCuteThang069: It everythign else
(00:29:20) T7g: If I'm so important though...?
(00:29:24) SxyCuteThang069: If I don't talk to you for a few days your trippsing out
(00:29:36) SxyCuteThang069: just like everyone else
(00:29:36) T7g: Well, because I hear things about you still dating Emma
(00:29:43) T7g: and when you're not around to explain it
(00:29:46) T7g: It's just like before
(00:29:50) T7g: hell yeah I trip out
(00:29:51) SxyCuteThang069: Help me please :'(
(00:29:55) T7g: I'm trying
(00:30:04) T7g: I'm trying so hard, but you have to let me help.
(00:30:20) T7g: And all I want to do is make things better for you
(00:30:29) T7g: I believe that I can make you happy...
(00:31:36) T7g: and yeah, if you would visit every once in a while and if I wouldn't hear about the bouncing back and forth between Emma and I
(00:31:40) T7g: I would probably rarely trip out
(00:31:45) T7g: I understand you have things to do.
(00:31:55) T7g: I just want to see you some of the time, you know?
(00:32:07) T7g: Every once in a while just take a day to spend with you, and only you.
(00:32:18) T7g: To go somewhere together, to just sit and talk, to cuddle and watch movies.
(00:32:23) T7g: To go out to dinner
(00:32:35) T7g: You know, happy things, make memories together..
(00:32:41) T7g: Go to abandoned buildings together
(00:33:02) T7g: because it's never as lovely as it is when you're right there next to me and I'm holding your hand.
(00:33:09) T7g: And there is so much you haven't seen already.
(00:33:46) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I can't
(00:33:48) SxyCuteThang069: I just can't
(00:33:53) SxyCuteThang069: I can't do anything
(00:34:04) T7g: I work doubleshifts most days
(00:34:09) T7g: and I could still make time to see you.
(00:34:15) T7g: but whatever.
(00:34:22) T7g: I can't force you to do anything.
(00:34:47) T7g: I'm here...
(00:34:50) SxyCuteThang069: please stop
(00:34:53) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry
(00:34:56) T7g: I love you with all my heart...
(00:35:01) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry I fucked everythign up
(00:35:08) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry I can't be there for you
(00:35:12) T7g: You still have a chance
(00:35:17) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry I fuck everythig up
(00:35:31) T7g: It's alright, all you have to do is at least try.
(00:35:43) T7g: Try your best, think a little. I mean.
(00:35:53) T7g: I can understand your prioritization
(00:36:06) T7g: just at least try.
(00:36:14) T7g: I can't hold this side up forever on my own here.
(00:36:26) T7g: You don't realize how much it hurts sometimes.
(00:36:41) T7g: but even to this day
(00:36:51) T7g: I've still kept the lighthearted faith I've had for a long time now.
(00:37:04) T7g: I still believe, fully and completely that you are my only one.
(00:37:31) T7g: In spite of everything that has happened, I still love you with all my heart.
(00:38:29) T7g: I'm not trying to make you baby me or shower me with attention
(00:38:42) T7g: I just want you to let me show you what it's like to be happy on occasion.
(00:38:50) T7g: You'll just crack more and more if you submit yourself to this pressure.
(00:38:52) T7g: You know that right?
(00:38:59) T7g: You can't do it
(00:39:03) T7g: No matter how hard you want to.
(00:39:10) T7g: As to Emma?
(00:39:12) T7g: She has a sister
(00:39:16) T7g: Sisters
(00:39:17) T7g: Renae
(00:39:19) T7g: Parents
(00:39:29) SxyCuteThang069: WHO ARE ALL BAD FOR HER
(00:39:35) SxyCuteThang069: WHERE ARE THEY GETTING HER?
(00:39:43) T7g: You won't get her anywhere either
(00:39:45) SxyCuteThang069: She is getting fucked up right now
(00:39:45) T7g: You can't save her
(00:39:48) T7g: Yeah
(00:39:49) SxyCuteThang069: with her "sister"
(00:39:51) T7g: Thats how some people are.
(00:39:58) T7g: Thats how Emma has always been
(00:40:01) T7g: So don't act so surprised.
(00:40:02) SxyCuteThang069: No
(00:40:04) T7g: This isn't a new thing.
(00:40:06) SxyCuteThang069: Not when I was there
(00:40:12) SxyCuteThang069: It was slowed down alot
(00:40:15) T7g: Why do you have to save her?
(00:40:21) SxyCuteThang069: not every night
(00:40:25) T7g: You're going down with the ship?
(00:40:26) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know
(00:40:30) T7g: and i'm standing here waving my hand
(00:40:36) T7g: HEY RIANNA, HEY, YOU OVER THERE!
(00:40:47) T7g: HEY! I'LL MAKE YOU HAPPY, JUST JUMP OFF THE SINKING BOAT!
(00:40:58) T7g: I'll catch you...
(00:41:03) T7g: I always did.
(00:41:26) T7g: pretty damn good offer if you ask me ;p
(00:41:33) T7g: You know, noone ever offers me shit like this
(00:41:53) T7g: but bob's mom at work, this nice old lady makes the best fucking brownies on the face of this earth.
(00:42:09) T7g: Why save her?
(00:42:13) T7g: You can't save yourself
(00:42:15) T7g: You're asking me to save you
(00:42:18) T7g: How can you save her?
(00:42:24) T7g: I can't save both of you
(00:42:30) T7g: And well
(00:42:37) T7g: I'm in fucking love with you so.
(00:42:45) T7g: I'd rather pull you out of the water and into my arms, you know?
(00:43:30) T7g: hockeystick? hockeystick? who'ze got the hockey stick?
(00:43:35) T7g: =)
(00:43:40) T7g: Just give me a chance.
(00:44:09) T7g: How often do I fail? =)
(00:44:23) T7g: I mean, I do fail, but not too often.
(00:44:30) T7g: And I don't think I would fail at making you happy.
(00:44:46) T7g: I think I can do it better than anyone, because I know you better than most.
(00:45:32) T7g: Did I mention I'll make you happy? =)
(00:46:02) T7g: All for the price of just! a moment of your time
(00:46:18) SxyCuteThang069: =)
(00:46:23) T7g: All the coffee you can drink
(00:46:34) T7g: With bad-ass French Vanilla creamer..
(00:47:02) T7g: and I mean
(00:47:05) T7g: It's really bad-ass.
(00:47:36) T7g: but er yeah ;p enough of the infomercial
(00:48:00) T7g: Call 1-313-386-3148 for this special offer! Operators are standing by to take your heart!
(00:48:15) SxyCuteThang069: heh
(00:48:17) SxyCuteThang069: silly
(00:48:20) T7g: If you call in the next 20 minutes
(00:48:27) T7g: You'll get a free...
(00:48:34) T7g: Something!
(00:48:54) T7g: =)
(00:49:14) T7g: Well, I leave it to you.
(00:49:53) T7g: Think you could mebbe get a song?
(00:50:22) T7g: I really think I'd have better luck winning you over and getting you to smile profusely if you'd just hear one of these really cute emo songs I've been singing thinking of you lately.
(00:50:58) T7g: O:-)
(00:51:01) T7g: muwahahaha
(00:51:34) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go to Tim Hortens and get something really quick
(00:51:46) T7g: I'm just so tired...
Won't you sing me to sleep?
and fly through my dreams....
So I can hitch a ride with you tonight..
And get away from this place, have a new name and face.
It just ain't the same without you in my life.
Late night drives... All alone in my car.. I can't help but start... Singing lines from all our favorite songs...
and melodies in the air, singin' life just ain't fair...
Sometimes I still just can't believe you're gone.
And I'm sure the view from heaven...
Beats the hell out of mine here..
I hope that all is well in heaven....
Because it's all shot to hell down here...
Because I'm so....
Lost without you down here.
(00:51:53) T7g: Alright then.
(00:52:18) T7g: hey!
(00:52:24) T7g: How about you visit? =)
(00:52:37) T7g: I believe the closest Tim Horton's is on Southfield? ;p
(00:52:38) SxyCuteThang069: I'm gonna be with Sean
(00:52:45) T7g: Sean?
(00:53:06) T7g: Which?
(00:53:11) T7g: Just out of morbid curiosity
(00:53:19) T7g: It honestly doesn't matter what you answer.
(00:53:37) SxyCuteThang069: the only one WE know
(00:53:48) T7g: I'm not in a killing mood
(00:53:50) SxyCuteThang069: and who would be willing to take me somewhere at 1 AM
(00:53:53) T7g: that would be mcnamara?
(00:54:04) T7g: You know.. I really wanted to have coffee with you though..
(00:54:09) T7g: Thats kinda lame :/
(00:54:13) T7g: You make it a bit hard you know
(00:54:31) T7g: I just want to see you.
(00:54:33) T7g: and like
(00:54:34) T7g: wow
(00:54:39) T7g: I keep setting myself up for disappointment.
(00:54:57) T7g: Ohwell, I guess thats my fault.
(00:55:10) SxyCuteThang069: What are you talking about
(00:55:22) T7g: Alluding to the fact
(00:55:26) T7g: That as I was saying earlier
(00:55:38) T7g: If you'd just seem like you'd put the tiniest bit of effort into wanting to see me.
(00:55:48) T7g: I mean
(00:56:02) T7g: I'm not like, that uncool, or that butt-fugly or anything like that, I don't stink I don't think ;p
(00:56:35) T7g: ahem.
(00:56:39) T7g: I just want to see you.
(00:56:42) T7g: I miss you.
(00:56:45) T7g: bunches
(00:56:53) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(00:56:59) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go talk to my mommy
(00:57:02) SxyCuteThang069: I'll brb
(00:57:06) T7g: Okay.
(00:58:15) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(01:04:14) SxyCuteThang069 is no longer away.
(01:04:51) T7g: Anyways
(01:05:04) T7g: If I'm getting redundant or annoying with all of this, please notify me.
(01:05:46) T7g: Not here to bug you or demand your time.
(01:05:54) T7g: Just here to be with you, and make you happy.
(01:06:20) T7g: and it's your desicion if thats what you want in your life.
(01:09:23) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(01:09:25) SxyCuteThang069: smile
(01:09:26) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(01:09:40) T7g: I'm trying sweetheart.. :)
(01:09:57) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go...lots-o-love
(01:10:07) T7g: Well
(01:10:09) T7g: Goodnight
(01:10:13) T7g: Sweet dreams..
(01:10:16) T7g: And Rianna?
(01:10:43) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(01:12:00) SxyCuteThang069 is no longer away.
(01:13:25) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(01:13:55) T7g: ...
(01:13:59) SxyCuteThang069 : Getting coffee...
Then off to see Mark!
<3
(01:14:34) T7g: Nevermind.
(14:21:50) T7g: Now the amusing thing is.
(14:21:52) T7g: I knew you were lying
(14:21:58) T7g: I knew the second I read your post you were going with Lee
(14:22:01) T7g: I just know you that well
(14:22:07) SxyCuteThang069: THAT ITS NOT TRUE
(14:22:16) SxyCuteThang069: I stayed at Sara's with Holly jsut so you know
(14:22:21) SxyCuteThang069: Not that it matters
(14:22:22) T7g: Yeah, but you still saw him
(14:22:25) SxyCuteThang069: or that you believe me
(14:22:31) SxyCuteThang069: but yeah
(14:22:31) SxyCuteThang069: Yup
(14:22:31) T7g: Not that I fucking care
(14:22:32) SxyCuteThang069: I did
(14:22:36) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I was bored
(14:22:41) SxyCuteThang069: Ok then
(14:22:53) T7g: I was just enjoying the fact that I was right, yet again.
(14:23:34) SxyCuteThang069: I know you love that
(14:23:40) T7g: mmmhmmm
(14:23:45) T7g: love every second of it.
(14:23:48) T7g: I guess
(14:24:11) SxyCuteThang069: Its nice to be single again I guess
(14:24:16) T7g: Yeah it is, I have to say
(14:24:18) T7g: Although
(14:24:21) T7g: Kinda sucks
(14:24:23) SxyCuteThang069: Other people just don't understand me
(14:24:24) T7g: I wanted to work today
(14:24:26) T7g: Bullshit
(14:24:30) T7g: I understand you like none other
(14:25:03) T7g: What you don't understand
(14:25:03) SxyCuteThang069: Yeah I know...my one fault...letting you inside my head...I can't get you out naw *kicks self in ass*
(14:25:17) T7g: Is that some people like commitment in their relationships
(14:25:23) T7g: I mean, you know, thats all I asked.
(14:25:26) T7g: You have a big problem with that
(14:25:34) T7g: Kevin warned me of this long ago.
(14:25:44) SxyCuteThang069: I do
(14:25:49) SxyCuteThang069: I realize alot now
(14:26:01) SxyCuteThang069: These past few weeks have been me trying to figure things out in my life
(14:26:03) T7g: I made love to you, but you made it fucking, because we weren't dating, and I had no idea.
(14:26:07) SxyCuteThang069: I think I hanve done that
(14:26:11) T7g: You made me a slut indirectly.
(14:26:19) SxyCuteThang069: things aren't how I want them to be in the end but I don't know what to do
(14:26:30) T7g: Well, how would you want them to be?
(14:26:43) SxyCuteThang069: I don't even think I should get into that
(14:26:48) T7g: No, please
(14:26:52) T7g: I'd love to hear it.
(14:27:09) T7g: I want to know what you want.
(14:27:12) SxyCuteThang069: I really don't think I should
(14:27:23) T7g: go for it
(14:27:25) T7g: I just want to know.
(14:27:34) T7g: In fact
(14:27:35) SxyCuteThang069: I would like to talk to you though..once more..I need some life advice..you've always been good at that
(14:27:49) T7g: Well
(14:27:52) T7g: Today is my day off.
(14:27:58) T7g: If you're looking for me.
(14:27:59) SxyCuteThang069: Coffee?
(14:28:01) T7g: I'll be here.
(14:28:05) T7g: Sure
(14:28:10) SxyCuteThang069: I have been in the modd for Coffee for FAR TOO LONG
(14:28:15) SxyCuteThang069: and no one will go with em
(14:28:17) SxyCuteThang069: me*
(14:28:20) T7g: I'll go with you.
(14:28:24) T7g: If anything
(14:28:25) T7g: I guess
(14:28:28) T7g: I just want you to be happy
(14:28:34) T7g: So if I can give you some insight
(14:28:40) T7g: From what I've learned through my hardships
(14:28:48) T7g: I guess it's the best thing I can do.
(14:30:57) SxyCuteThang069: Sean has the car now...when he gets home (I think he is at work)
(14:31:01) SxyCuteThang069: I'll have it
(14:31:17) T7g: heh, I need to find sodimms anyways
(14:31:23) SxyCuteThang069: have I told you Emma can be CRAZY
(14:31:31) SxyCuteThang069: What is that?
(14:31:34) T7g: I can be as well
(14:31:39) T7g: dual inline memory modules
(14:31:41) T7g: for one of my boxen
(14:31:45) SxyCuteThang069: huh?
(14:31:48) T7g: if you have old computer shit that is gonna get thrown away
(14:31:50) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(14:31:54) T7g: let me know
(14:31:54) SxyCuteThang069: Yeah
(14:32:00) SxyCuteThang069: my dads whold computer
(14:32:04) SxyCuteThang069: cept the hard drive
(14:32:09) T7g: I'll take it
(14:32:16) SxyCuteThang069: my brothers is in its place
(14:32:30) T7g: and those old ones sitting around
(14:32:33) T7g: if they're getting thrown away
(14:32:35) T7g: the point is
(14:32:39) T7g: I'll take any hardware
(14:32:42) T7g: relatively recent
(14:32:44) T7g: or somewhat old
(14:32:48) SxyCuteThang069: how come?
(14:32:51) T7g: because I have older machines that need parts that I can't buy
(14:32:56) T7g: and
(14:32:59) T7g: I'm building an empire
(14:33:03) T7g: To take over the world.
(14:33:09) T7g: Nothing else to do when you're single.
(14:33:16) T7g: and I have this cup
(14:33:18) T7g: full of money
(14:33:32) SxyCuteThang069: Guess what I am listening to
(14:33:37) T7g: hm?
(14:33:47) SxyCuteThang069: staying up all night....
(14:33:52) SxyCuteThang069: bare feet
(14:33:56) SxyCuteThang069: felt so right
(14:34:10) T7g: Doesn't sound like one of our songs?
(14:34:53) SxyCuteThang069: it doesn't?
(14:34:56) SxyCuteThang069: Yes-huh
(14:35:20) T7g: ...
(14:35:23) T7g: stop making me smike
(14:35:26) T7g: smile*
(14:35:31) SxyCuteThang069: Ocean Avenue
(14:35:33) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(14:35:34) T7g: I know
(14:35:36) T7g: I just found it
(14:35:36) SxyCuteThang069: Can't help it
(14:35:43) T7g: Then do me a favor?
(14:35:49) SxyCuteThang069: Guess waht
(14:35:52) T7g: What?
(14:36:00) SxyCuteThang069: our star is comming back into orbit in 3 weeks
(14:36:05) SxyCuteThang069: YAY
(14:36:16) T7g: So...
(14:36:47) T7g: Does this mean we're going to be staring off at it together?
(14:37:16) T7g: So
(14:37:23) T7g: There was just one, but now two
(14:37:25) T7g: Last
(14:37:28) T7g: Sad, tired, emo songs.
(14:37:30) T7g: I sing to you.
(14:37:33) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/mp3/AutumnTravesty/Yellowcard%20-%20Ocean%20Avenue/06-yellowcard-only_once-fnt.mp3
(14:37:40) SxyCuteThang069: Rainbbright666: It is over then
Rainbbright666: ???
Rainbbright666: yes or now
Rainbbright666: no*
Rainbbright666: You cant even answer
Rainbbright666: so ill answer myself
Rainbbright666: Yes it is over Emma
Rainbbright666: Ok
Rainbbright666: Thx
Rainbbright666: Rianna
Rainbbright666: I am glad u care so much
Rainbbright666: But its ok I know ill be alright i may not sleep a couple nights i may hurt and kill in the inside but i know ill be alright one day
Rainbbright666: when some one else who deserves my love gets it
Rainbbright666: I am glad u care so much
(14:37:40) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/mp3/AutumnTravesty/Yellowcard%20-%20Ocean%20Avenue/09-yellowcard-view_from_heaven-fnt.mp3
(14:37:46) SxyCuteThang069: CRAZY I SAY
(14:38:35) SxyCuteThang069: MSI....good memories
(14:39:08) T7g: mmmhmm
(14:39:21) T7g: I think you'll like those other two I just linked to you
(14:39:33) T7g: They're from the Ocean Ave. album.
(14:39:40) SxyCuteThang069: I can't hear them
(14:39:45) SxyCuteThang069: I am at my house
(14:39:47) SxyCuteThang069: computer sucks
(14:39:50) SxyCuteThang069: too slow
(14:40:02) T7g: mmm
(14:40:04) T7g: Alright.
(14:40:42) T7g: yeah
(14:40:48) SxyCuteThang069: oh yeah
(14:40:50) T7g: oh yeah
(14:40:51) SxyCuteThang069: Are you sure?
(14:40:57) T7g: absofuckingloutely positive.
(14:41:06) T7g: Are you sure though?
(14:41:35) T7g: I mean, you know, and well..
(14:41:45) T7g: but then...
(14:41:50) T7g: ;)
(14:42:05) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(14:42:09) SxyCuteThang069: I'm no Emma
(14:42:13) SxyCuteThang069: Doesn't work
(14:42:17) SxyCuteThang069: :-D
(14:42:41) T7g: Well ;p You misread me as well, however.
(14:42:49) T7g: I wasn't doing it to confuse you, it was to make you smile ;p
(14:42:58) SxyCuteThang069: It worked
(14:43:01) SxyCuteThang069: :)
(14:43:18) SxyCuteThang069: I want your icon as a layout
(14:43:29) T7g: 9 days
(14:43:30) SxyCuteThang069: I watched it on on demand today
(14:43:37) SxyCuteThang069: Cause my friend Bruse jsut got cable today
(14:43:40) SxyCuteThang069: this morning
(14:43:43) SxyCuteThang069: 9 days?
(14:43:45) SxyCuteThang069: till
(14:45:06) T7g: Somewhere around 9 months I think
(14:45:13) SxyCuteThang069: uh huh
(14:45:17) SxyCuteThang069: Your right
(14:45:22) T7g: If we would've had a child the first time we got scared
(14:45:29) T7g: It'd be popping out about right now.
(14:45:32) T7g: And where would we be?
(14:45:53) SxyCuteThang069: Rainbbright666: Ok
Rainbbright666: Well
Rainbbright666: I love you
Rainbbright666: Pleeze say it back
Rainbbright666: pleeze
Rainbbright666: "we did all your drugs and we want more"
Rainbbright666: heh
(14:45:56) SxyCuteThang069: NUTS
(14:46:09) SxyCuteThang069: I SWEAR I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING
(14:46:16) SxyCuteThang069: I was gonna say it but I was like no
(14:46:23) SxyCuteThang069: He'll think i'm crazy
(14:46:29) T7g: no..
(14:46:39) T7g: I think about you all the time, in every connotation imaginable.
(14:46:42) SxyCuteThang069: I promise I was thinking that
(14:47:05) T7g: I believe you
(14:47:26) T7g: It hurts because
(14:47:38) T7g: I know, no other guy or girl, will ever love you the way I do.
(14:47:59) SxyCuteThang069: The funny thing is your right
(14:47:59) T7g: Or value you as highly, or consider you as precious as you are to me.
(14:48:46) SxyCuteThang069: Rainbbright666: Ok
Rainbbright666: I love you
Rainbbright666: :-*
Rainbbright666: Do you not wanna say it???
(14:48:48) SxyCuteThang069: WTF
(14:48:53) SxyCuteThang069: Does she not get it?
(14:49:43) SxyCuteThang069: Still there
(14:49:53) T7g: yea
(14:50:20) T7g: was trying to quickroll a join
(14:50:22) T7g: t
(14:50:44) SxyCuteThang069: I still don't know how :(
(14:50:48) SxyCuteThang069: I wanna know so bad
(14:50:56) SxyCuteThang069: I don't think I could od it if I tried
(14:51:00) SxyCuteThang069: heh
(14:51:14) T7g: I always taught you everything I knew ;p
(14:51:29) T7g: I mean, if anything, I not only love you to death, I made you a better person when I could.
(14:51:38) T7g: Except with the whole drugs thing, but I'm just a fucking idiot sometimes.
(14:52:10) SxyCuteThang069: I need to be done with that
(14:52:15) SxyCuteThang069: It need to be slowed down
(14:52:20) T7g: I am.
(14:52:26) T7g: I stopped
(14:52:32) T7g: I stopped for you too
(14:52:40) T7g: I knew you wanted me to stop taking my meds
(14:52:52) T7g: So I did, and I forced myself to just grow up and not depend on something like that.
(14:53:48) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(14:53:53) SxyCuteThang069: I'm proud
(14:54:06) T7g: I don't want your verbal congratulations
(14:54:11) T7g: I want your arms around me.
(14:54:34) T7g: and thats simply it, I want simply that, because thats simply all I need
(14:55:49) SxyCuteThang069: Funny
(14:55:53) SxyCuteThang069: Emma is nuts
(14:55:59) SxyCuteThang069: What was I thinking
(14:56:00) SxyCuteThang069: Honestly now
(14:56:07) SxyCuteThang069: She about tripped a nut today
(14:56:11) SxyCuteThang069: FOR NOTHING
(14:56:16) T7g: You know
(14:56:17) SxyCuteThang069: I told her last night I was done
(14:56:27) T7g: We used to fight a lot
(14:56:30) T7g: I used to trip out a bunch
(14:56:33) T7g: but when you moved out
(14:56:38) T7g: I gave you that space and was happy about it
(14:56:47) T7g: It wasn't until I found out we weren't together that I started tripping a nut again
(14:56:58) T7g: but yeah, I did kind of fix that.
(14:57:07) T7g: In myself.
(14:57:23) T7g: and yeah, I am a lot more understanding of a person now.
(14:57:50) SxyCuteThang069: She was like "You fucked him I know it:
(14:57:55) SxyCuteThang069: You should know that I didn't
(14:57:58) SxyCuteThang069: You taught me
(14:58:01) SxyCuteThang069: member
(14:58:07) T7g: I know=\
(14:58:09) SxyCuteThang069: pointless unless it means something
(14:58:19) SxyCuteThang069: I didn't back then and I didn't last night
(14:58:34) SxyCuteThang069: she is like "your a slut, rocky was right"
(14:58:38) SxyCuteThang069: Grrr
(14:58:48) T7g: heh
(14:58:58) T7g: Promise me you won't go back to that?
(14:59:10) SxyCuteThang069: Promise
(14:59:18) SxyCuteThang069: I can't handle that if I wanted to
(14:59:50) T7g: heh
(15:00:07) T7g: So, I've fixed most to all of my character discrepancies...
(15:00:19) T7g: I will tell you the truth, what I think, straight up now.
(15:00:51) T7g: and so much more...
(15:00:51) T7g: heh
(15:01:12) SxyCuteThang069: BUT
(15:01:16) SxyCuteThang069: Will you go get coffee with me?
(15:01:24) T7g: Yes, I will.
(15:01:37) T7g: but....
(15:02:02) T7g: Well
(15:02:07) T7g: I guess we'll talk over coffee.
(15:02:46) SxyCuteThang069: Yup
(15:02:47) SxyCuteThang069: We will
(15:02:52) SxyCuteThang069: I need a shower :-(
(15:02:58) SxyCuteThang069: I hate getting wet these days
(15:03:04) T7g: mmm?
(15:03:08) T7g: Whys that?
(15:03:48) SxyCuteThang069: Reasons
(15:03:51) SxyCuteThang069: Tell you over coffee
(15:03:54) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:03:58) T7g: Okay =)
(15:04:05) T7g: and
(15:04:08) T7g: you need to see this setup
(15:04:11) T7g: like
(15:04:12) T7g: I mean
(15:04:18) T7g: our room looks so nice
(15:04:23) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:04:29) T7g: not just the computers
(15:04:30) T7g: everything =)
(15:04:32) SxyCuteThang069: I thought there was a bunch of compouters in there
(15:04:35) SxyCuteThang069: computersA*
(15:04:38) T7g: oh nonono
(15:04:43) T7g: they're nicely arranged ;p
(15:04:47) T7g: um
(15:04:48) T7g: Well
(15:04:50) T7g: When you get here
(15:04:55) T7g: You'll see it, I'll be a surprise
(15:05:11) T7g: it'll
(15:05:13) T7g: uh
(15:05:18) T7g: yeah ;p forgot a t !;p
(15:05:32) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:05:37) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go talk to my mom
(15:05:38) SxyCuteThang069: Eat
(15:05:42) SxyCuteThang069: shoer
(15:05:48) SxyCuteThang069: shower*
(15:05:53) SxyCuteThang069: all that godo stuff
(15:05:56) SxyCuteThang069: I'll call or somethign
(15:06:00) SxyCuteThang069: you'll be there
(15:07:12) SxyCuteThang069: still there?
(15:07:43) T7g: yes
(15:07:50) T7g: I was er
(15:07:53) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(15:07:57) T7g: just spiffying the room up a tiny bit?
(15:08:02) SxyCuteThang069: I am trying to fine a background for my new layout
(15:08:06) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:08:11) T7g: =)
(15:08:15) T7g: I really want you to see it
(15:08:20) T7g: I designed it with you and I in mind...
(15:08:38) SxyCuteThang069: :-D
(15:08:39) SxyCuteThang069: Ok
(15:08:40) SxyCuteThang069: so
(15:08:43) SxyCuteThang069: shower now
(15:08:45) T7g: I'm just so tired... won't you sing me to sleep? and fly through my dreams, so I can hitch a ride with you tonight...
(15:08:46) SxyCuteThang069: coffee later
(15:08:47) T7g: Okay =)
(15:08:52) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
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(15:38:29) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(15:45:13) T7g: Hi.
(15:45:21) SxyCuteThang069: Question
(15:45:27) T7g: Yes?
(15:45:32) SxyCuteThang069: Do you know how much it is to get a State ID?
(15:45:40) T7g: like 20 I think
(15:45:42) T7g: or 15
(15:45:46) SxyCuteThang069: Oh ok
(15:45:49) SxyCuteThang069: Good
(15:45:56) T7g: You done showering?
(15:46:12) SxyCuteThang069: no
(15:46:16) SxyCuteThang069: I ate though
(15:46:18) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:46:20) T7g: =)
(15:46:26) SxyCuteThang069: My mom told me to come find out how much they are
(15:46:33) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I gotta get another one
(15:46:35) T7g: lemme get you an exact
(15:46:54) SxyCuteThang069: I 2 college tests on monday
(15:46:59) SxyCuteThang069: I have*
(15:47:05) SxyCuteThang069: Me and Renae heh
(15:47:31) T7g: We're still going for coffee, right?
(15:47:59) T7g: State Identification Card State Identification Card $10
(15:48:01) SxyCuteThang069: I just gotta get teh car
(15:48:06) SxyCuteThang069: Good deal
(15:48:10) T7g: Good=)
(15:48:39) T7g: My hopes are so high.... :)
(15:48:46) T7g: yeah, that was corny, I know;p
(15:48:50) T7g: but I was trying to be cute.
(15:49:18) SxyCuteThang069: Why do you say things like that? "That was corny?"
(15:49:20) SxyCuteThang069: Its not
(15:49:23) SxyCuteThang069: IT IS cute
(15:52:30) T7g: =)
(15:52:39) SxyCuteThang069: Ha
(15:52:41) T7g: you just
(15:53:00) T7g: I don't know, have that kind of effect on me.
(15:53:30) SxyCuteThang069: You sure?
(15:54:09) T7g: sure as anything...
(15:54:36) T7g: If I wasn't so entirely convinced that you were the greatest thing since sliced bread...
(15:54:44) T7g: Why would I be here right now? =)
(15:55:20) SxyCuteThang069: *shrugs* I guess your right
(15:57:11) T7g: you guess? ;p
(15:57:34) T7g: You know
(15:57:41) T7g: Had you gotten pregnant, eight months ago
(15:57:48) T7g: I would still be with you right now, I assure you.
(15:57:52) SxyCuteThang069: we would be in the hospital to gether
(15:57:58) SxyCuteThang069: right now
(16:00:10) T7g: mmmhmm=)
(16:00:22) T7g: looking at our child on an ultrasound scan
(16:00:24) SxyCuteThang069: talking to grammy brb
(16:00:28) SxyCuteThang069: yup
(16:00:30) SxyCuteThang069: or holding it
(16:00:42) SxyCuteThang069: I'm young...I would deliver early
(16:00:50) SxyCuteThang069: plus I wuld be dick of it in me by then
(16:00:58) T7g: I've tried a lot of things in life, have done a lot of things
(16:01:08) T7g: Nothing makes me as happy as simply the idea of a future with you.
(16:01:28) T7g: I don't know why, it's just. Nothing else does it for me.
(16:04:24) SxyCuteThang069: I'm a lost person
(16:04:41) T7g: Lost in what way?
(16:05:30) SxyCuteThang069: Lost in...I don't know
(16:05:35) SxyCuteThang069: I jsut feel lost
(16:05:37) SxyCuteThang069: alone
(16:05:40) SxyCuteThang069: in a big world
(16:08:16) SxyCuteThang069: its scary
(16:08:41) T7g: I always did my best to offer you comfort..
(16:08:51) T7g: I always did and would do anything to protect you and take care of you.
(16:09:08) T7g: It's what I did..
(16:09:38) SxyCuteThang069: Its what you do....
(16:09:42) SxyCuteThang069: You still do and you know it
(16:09:52) SxyCuteThang069: YOu get upset at times
(16:09:52) T7g: Then all you have to do is come see me
(16:09:55) SxyCuteThang069: but you still do
(16:09:58) T7g: Just come see me =)
(16:10:08) T7g: Give me a chance to be a part of your life again
(16:10:14) T7g: and make it bright and happy, in a way only I can do =)
(16:10:37) T7g: I'm usually, happy, perky, Rocky these days ;p
(16:10:46) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(16:10:50) T7g: and I've done my best to un-stupeify myself ;p
(16:10:57) T7g: so I'm actually interesting to talk to as well ;)
(16:11:10) T7g: but
(16:11:24) SxyCuteThang069: Yes
(16:11:26) SxyCuteThang069: you are}
(16:11:30) SxyCuteThang069: I must say
(16:11:32) SxyCuteThang069: You realize
(16:11:55) SxyCuteThang069: Even when we fight(on the computer or on person) we always can jsut stop to say somethign else
(16:12:09) T7g: I know...
(16:12:10) SxyCuteThang069: like it does phase us at all
(16:12:18) T7g: because it doesn't=\
(16:12:27) T7g: because...
(16:12:30) T7g: What we have is real
(16:12:37) T7g: It's the most real thing I've seen or felt
(16:12:46) T7g: some people will never find what we have
(16:13:07) T7g: No matter what, we can't be mad at each other.
(16:13:37) T7g: There is just something between us that words and anger and the world can't break
(16:14:31) SxyCuteThang069: DNemeth333: You sound really sad. Are you ok?
(16:14:39) SxyCuteThang069: Psh...shes right
(16:14:42) SxyCuteThang069: how did she know
(16:14:49) T7g: Shes your grandma
(16:14:51) SxyCuteThang069: It's my grammy if you didn't know
(16:15:01) T7g: She knows you much in the way I know you
(16:15:08) T7g: She knows who the real Rianna is, and how to read her
(16:15:25) T7g: She's been in the bathroom with you, to bathe you when you were young
(16:15:32) T7g: and help you go to the bathroom, and such
(16:15:42) T7g: and she's been there when you go to sleep, just like I have
(16:15:45) SxyCuteThang069: DNemeth333: Hi sweety
jameskd5: How are you?
DNemeth333: hold on
jameskd5: Ok
DNemeth333: Ok, I'm here. Where have ya been?
DNemeth333: Are you at dads right now?
jameskd5: Yes
DNemeth333: Been to the beach yet?
jameskd5: With Emma and her family...quite a few times
jameskd5: Not with mom though :-(
DNemeth333: Mom said the baby is walking really good now. & has some shoes that help her a lot.
Did you see the puppy we got her?
jameskd5: I didn't see the puppy
jameskd5: But I've been here a few days...I might have
DNemeth333: You sound really sad. Are you ok?
(16:15:51) SxyCuteThang069: I don't get how she knew
(16:16:18) T7g: jameskd5: With Emma and her family...quite a few times
jameskd5: Not with mom though :-(
(16:16:24) T7g: Thats a very abstract thought collection
(16:16:38) T7g: That wasn't put together on the spot
(16:16:57) T7g: It was obviously something somewhere in your head.
(16:17:08) T7g: And you expressed regret for not going with your mom.
(16:17:18) T7g: and then well
(16:17:21) SxyCuteThang069: huh?
(16:17:22) T7g:
jameskd5: I didn't see the puppy
jameskd5: But I've been here a few days...I might have
(16:17:31) T7g: Rianna is usually bright and cheery about puppies
(16:17:41) SxyCuteThang069: No
(16:17:41) T7g: You just seem so apathetic in your last two messages about the puppy.
(16:18:03) SxyCuteThang069: Hmnm
(16:18:07) SxyCuteThang069: I didn't even know
(16:18:08) T7g: Onna's gonna have kittens
(16:18:13) SxyCuteThang069: I'm jsut talking
(16:18:14) SxyCuteThang069: WHEN
(16:18:17) SxyCuteThang069: I WANT ONE
(16:18:18) T7g: Dunno
(16:18:22) T7g: You can have one =)
(16:18:37) T7g: You can sit here and hang out with me and them everyday if you want =)
(16:18:42) SxyCuteThang069: How long has she been pregnant for?
(16:18:46) T7g: dunno
(16:18:51) T7g: shes just fat and has nipples now
(16:19:18) T7g: Definately pregnant though
(16:19:26) T7g: Unless she swallowed a squirrel or something.
(16:19:29) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(16:20:07) T7g: Not sure who the father is though
(16:20:18) T7g: and if they come out with Eric's head
(16:20:21) T7g: I'm gonna be pissed.
(16:21:17) T7g: So like, I need some more dimms for this computer so I can get Gentoo on it
(16:21:27) T7g: Then I need to get a caching nameserver up and running because this network needs it.
(16:22:02) T7g: haha lots of computers to play with though
(16:22:07) T7g: some are really cutesy too
(16:22:08) T7g: got two macs
(16:22:14) T7g: from a school so
(16:22:19) T7g: they have educational games and that such
(16:22:22) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(16:22:24) T7g: probably some student work too
(16:22:30) T7g: I haven't looked at it that deeply
(16:22:37) T7g: and I want to go back, because there is more stuff I need to get.
(16:22:58) T7g: I might get an old Apple IIe for the historical value
(16:23:03) T7g: and if they have number munchers there
(16:23:06) T7g: i'm gonna shit myself.
(16:23:06) SxyCuteThang069: :-P silly
(16:23:22) T7g: Or Oregon Trail
(16:23:25) T7g: They gotta have those
(16:23:31) T7g: Every school has those
(16:24:07) T7g: and the mac pcs play cds ;p
(16:24:15) T7g: my comps don't ;p I don't hook that up
(16:24:15) T7g: ever
(16:24:18) T7g: too lazy.
(16:24:22) T7g: but they're 1 piece units so ;p
(16:24:27) T7g: and then you have to see the new speakers
(16:24:30) T7g: oh do they bump
(16:24:42) T7g: and then
(16:24:46) T7g: I'm buying new clothes!
(16:24:48) T7g: and such ;p
(16:25:07) SxyCuteThang069: I liked that game in school
(16:25:10) SxyCuteThang069: Thats all I would do
(16:25:17) SxyCuteThang069: when I was done with school work
(16:25:21) SxyCuteThang069: was play that stupid game
(16:25:23) T7g: haha, I'll find a way to get one of those working here
(16:25:30) T7g: the macs worked fine ;p
(16:25:38) T7g: just gotta find ones that aren't busted to all hell
(16:25:44) T7g: Which is kinda difficult.
(16:25:58) T7g: My room is a lot of shit from abandoned buildings
(16:26:46) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(16:26:47) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(16:26:50) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go take a shower
(16:26:58) SxyCuteThang069: Cause sean doesn't roofing
(16:27:03) SxyCuteThang069: It looking like it might rain
(16:27:04) T7g: hm?
(16:27:08) SxyCuteThang069: so they should be about done
(16:27:10) SxyCuteThang069: I hope
(16:27:15) SxyCuteThang069: that means
(16:27:15) T7g: I hope so too =)
(16:27:15) SxyCuteThang069: I have the car
(16:27:22) SxyCuteThang069: but I gotta get dressed
(16:27:33) SxyCuteThang069: I ahve to go to Emmas to get clothes too
(16:27:35) T7g: Alright, well, I'll see you in a little bit then =)
(16:27:42) SxyCuteThang069: ok
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(16:28:06) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(16:28:16) T7g: Welcome back ? ;p
(16:28:19) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(20:17:10) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(20:21:04) T7g: =)
(20:21:21) SxyCuteThang069: Had the car but only to get clothes :(
(20:21:34) T7g: =\
(20:21:40) T7g: =\\\\
(20:21:49) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(20:21:55) T7g: Can I come see you myself?
(20:22:14) T7g: I don't know where we'd go.. but..
(20:23:07) SxyCuteThang069: I have a few dollars...I dunno what to do
(20:23:10) SxyCuteThang069: Maybe later
(20:23:14) T7g: I have more than a few dollars
(20:23:19) T7g: I just had a quarter pound
(20:23:27) SxyCuteThang069: What?
(20:23:46) T7g: You know..
(20:24:10) T7g: I'm a venture capitalist these days? ;p
(20:25:01) T7g: Anyways
(20:25:10) T7g: Yeah, I wanted to take you out to Greektown tonight
(20:25:13) T7g: Like we always wanted to.
(20:25:20) SxyCuteThang069: Really?
(20:25:23) T7g: mmmhmm
(20:25:41) T7g: Thats why I'm so anxious for you to come over.
(20:25:46) T7g: I want to spend a happy, fun, night with you.
(20:25:58) T7g: Remind you that life can be fun=\ remind you of how much you used to love being with me?
(20:26:22) SxyCuteThang069: How would we get to greektown?
(20:26:36) T7g: hmm
(20:26:37) SxyCuteThang069: I MIGHT be able to use car
(20:26:42) T7g: If you can...
(20:26:49) T7g: I'd love to take you out for the night.
(20:26:55) T7g: We never got to have cute dates together..
(20:28:18) T7g: and I want to do something to remind you of how much we used to love spending time together=)
(20:28:29) T7g: And there is so much we had planned that we still have yet to do
(20:28:37) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(20:28:50) T7g: And if anything, it would mean a lot to me to be able to share those things with you.
(20:28:55) T7g: It would mean everything to me.
(20:29:17) T7g: Upto you though =)
(20:31:10) SxyCuteThang069: Of course I wanna
(20:31:15) SxyCuteThang069: but its up to my mommy
(20:31:17) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know
(20:31:19) SxyCuteThang069: She might
(20:31:25) T7g: Well, if not, I'll ask for the car ;p
(20:31:31) T7g: and if not, not...
(20:31:49) SxyCuteThang069: but then she has been stuck in the house not doing anythign forever and thats her favorite thing to do..i don't know if she is gonna let me use HER car to do it
(20:32:07) T7g: ....I would love to at least see you for a moment
(20:32:21) SxyCuteThang069: You ask for the car
(20:32:27) SxyCuteThang069: if they say no then I'll ask
(20:32:29) T7g: Alright ;p I'll try
(20:32:42) SxyCuteThang069: good luck
(20:32:43) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(20:34:20) T7g: So
(20:34:24) T7g: I put on the biggest smike
(20:34:26) T7g: smile*
(20:34:31) T7g: and cutest voice I have
(20:34:34) T7g: and..
(20:34:47) T7g: I'm an uninsured driver so there isn't any way she'd let me do it :/
(20:36:36) SxyCuteThang069: Hmm
(20:36:38) SxyCuteThang069: I can try
(20:36:42) SxyCuteThang069: but gimme a minute
(20:36:45) SxyCuteThang069: just talk for now
(20:37:01) T7g: okay
(20:37:06) T7g: So...
(20:37:25) T7g: I've come to find while cleaning bathrooms...
(20:37:33) T7g: That girls shred toilet paper
(20:37:37) SxyCuteThang069: Did you find the heart?
(20:37:40) T7g: No=\
(20:37:43) T7g: not yet
(20:37:46) SxyCuteThang069: I'm gonna cry
(20:37:50) T7g: but I cleaned my room better than it's ever been.
(20:37:51) SxyCuteThang069: Your never gonan find it
(20:37:56) T7g: No, I will =)
(20:38:07) T7g: I've just been working quite a bit
(20:38:15) T7g: You haven't been here to take care of me
(20:38:31) T7g: but I have looked, and I will find it
(20:38:36) SxyCuteThang069: I can't be there
(20:38:39) SxyCuteThang069: Remember
(20:38:41) T7g: My mom wants me to take the carpet out of this room anyways.
(20:38:47) SxyCuteThang069: the parent hate thing
(20:38:51) SxyCuteThang069: Good
(20:38:52) T7g: Oh stop it.
(20:38:54) SxyCuteThang069: It stinks
(20:39:01) T7g: They don't hate you.
(20:39:05) SxyCuteThang069: like mold
(20:39:06) T7g: None of this nonsense now.
(20:39:21) T7g: I have a headache
(20:39:25) T7g: That gives me more of a headache
(20:39:33) T7g: Because, if you realize it or not
(20:39:33) SxyCuteThang069: I"m sorry
(20:39:42) T7g: Everything you say has a direct emotional impact on me.
(20:39:59) T7g: They don't hate you
(20:40:13) T7g: And even if they did
(20:40:19) T7g: I wouldn't care
(20:40:25) T7g: No matter who did
(20:40:29) T7g: I wouldn't care
(20:40:54) T7g: you know why... ?
(20:40:55) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go talk to my mom
(20:41:04) SxyCuteThang069: I'll call you or get back on the computer in a little bit
(20:41:10) T7g: Alright
(20:41:33) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(00:09:52) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(00:10:16) SxyCuteThang069: Hey
(00:10:28) T7g: Hey =)
(00:10:50) SxyCuteThang069: Whatcha doin?
(00:10:57) T7g: Was just playin some Escape Velocity ;p
(00:11:05) T7g: Was trying to stay up to see if you were coming back
(00:11:18) T7g: What are you doing? :)
(00:11:28) SxyCuteThang069: Nothing
(00:11:34) SxyCuteThang069: Just got back from down the street
(00:11:47) SxyCuteThang069: My cousin's Kara's house
(00:11:57) T7g: cool
(00:12:01) SxyCuteThang069: talked to her for like that last 2-3 hours straight
(00:12:06) T7g: What about?
(00:12:22) SxyCuteThang069: Everything
(00:12:25) SxyCuteThang069: and anything
(00:12:28) SxyCuteThang069: guys
(00:12:29) SxyCuteThang069: sex
(00:12:30) SxyCuteThang069: girls
(00:12:33) SxyCuteThang069: music
(00:12:35) SxyCuteThang069: coffee
(00:12:38) T7g: =)
(00:12:46) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(00:13:00) T7g: Not to sound uninteresting
(00:13:08) T7g: But I've just been sitting here, waiting for you.
(00:13:43) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(00:14:05) T7g: =)
(00:14:12) T7g: You know....
(00:15:04) T7g: I really miss you.
(00:15:13) SxyCuteThang069: Oh yeah
(00:15:39) T7g: oh yeah.
(00:15:51) T7g: i'm a flyin` talkin` donkey.
(00:17:07) T7g: so yeah
(00:17:10) T7g: girls shred toilet paper
(00:17:11) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(00:17:13) T7g: I don't know why
(00:17:24) T7g: Do you know why?
(00:18:01) SxyCuteThang069: Cause we try to put it on the seats and it just does it by itself
(00:18:19) SxyCuteThang069: What about that job?
(00:18:23) SxyCuteThang069: Did you ever ask?
(00:18:24) T7g: I guess thats as good an explaination as any.
(00:18:33) T7g: They're cutting back at the moment, it's dead.
(00:18:39) T7g: But Nanette might get fired soon.
(00:18:41) T7g: Or quit.
(00:18:57) T7g: One of the two
(00:20:17) T7g: I keep dying in this game, bleh
(00:21:01) SxyCuteThang069: heh
(00:21:02) T7g: I had this cup of coffee earlier
(00:21:03) SxyCuteThang069: good
(00:21:04) T7g: It was so good
(00:21:05) SxyCuteThang069: more time to talk
(00:21:12) T7g: =) I'm trying to talk to you
(00:21:14) SxyCuteThang069: stop it :-(
(00:21:23) T7g: There are just so many things I have to say to you..
(00:21:25) SxyCuteThang069: I wanted coffee for so long
(00:21:27) T7g: That I'd rather say in person
(00:21:31) SxyCuteThang069: :-(
(00:21:32) T7g: Come over!
(00:21:34) T7g: Silly!
(00:21:41) T7g: I'll make you as much coffee as you want
(00:21:45) SxyCuteThang069: Sure I'll start walking now ?
(00:21:53) T7g: I'll meet you halfway?
(00:22:06) T7g: Or more =)
(00:22:09) SxyCuteThang069: Are you crazy?
(00:22:12) T7g: yep.
(00:22:16) SxyCuteThang069: I LIVE IN DETROIT
(00:22:18) T7g: about you.
(00:22:19) SxyCuteThang069: I AM YOUNG
(00:22:22) SxyCuteThang069: AND WHITE
(00:22:25) T7g: I will come to your house
(00:22:32) T7g: I am crazy, and rocky, and well
(00:22:38) T7g: I'll protect you no matter what, silly.
(00:22:47) T7g: ;p
(00:22:59) T7g: If not tonight, then at least put it on your to-do list.
(00:23:16) T7g: I have COFFEE ;p
(00:23:17) T7g: FOR YOU :D
(00:23:37) T7g: and I put a lot of time and effort into the room, hoping you'd come see it =)
(00:23:48) T7g: It's not as much a cave now ;p it's actually kinda enjoyable to be in
(00:24:19) T7g: and uh, just a bunch more I can't explain ;p
(00:24:40) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(00:24:48) SxyCuteThang069: I miss talking to you at night
(00:25:03) SxyCuteThang069: Remember when we would turn everything off...and just sit there and talk
(00:25:08) SxyCuteThang069: about anything and everythign
(00:25:16) SxyCuteThang069: no one else will do that with me
(00:25:17) T7g: =) I miss that more than anything.
(00:25:31) T7g: you don't realiz
(00:25:32) T7g: e
(00:25:37) T7g: I enjoy your company
(00:25:51) T7g: I enjoy just being with you, I don't have to be fucked up on any drug, or anything like that
(00:26:09) T7g: My only prerequisite for being happy with you, is to just be with you.
(00:26:25) SxyCuteThang069: I'm crying
(00:26:34) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know what to do
(00:26:43) SxyCuteThang069: You know Emma is fucking up her life?
(00:26:49) SxyCuteThang069: She is out getting fucked up again
(00:26:52) SxyCuteThang069: and you need me
(00:27:02) SxyCuteThang069: and everyone need me
(00:27:04) SxyCuteThang069: at once
(00:27:08) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know how to do it
(00:27:17) T7g: I don't know what to tell you.
(00:27:23) T7g: Other than I don't need you to drain you
(00:27:29) T7g: I need you to lift you up :)
(00:27:37) T7g: I'm not trying to drag you down into a world of problems.
(00:28:01) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(00:28:04) SxyCuteThang069: but you need me
(00:28:10) SxyCuteThang069: Emma needs help
(00:28:14) T7g: I need you because I love you.
(00:28:15) SxyCuteThang069: My family needs help
(00:28:21) SxyCuteThang069: They do too
(00:28:24) T7g: I know..
(00:28:25) SxyCuteThang069: I can't do it all
(00:28:28) SxyCuteThang069: I just can't
(00:28:32) SxyCuteThang069: I'm not that strong
(00:28:36) T7g: Well...
(00:28:37) SxyCuteThang069: I try my best
(00:28:41) T7g: Then I won't ask that of you....
(00:28:45) SxyCuteThang069: but i can't make everyeon happy
(00:28:52) SxyCuteThang069: I want to
(00:28:55) SxyCuteThang069: so bad do I want to
(00:29:00) T7g: Well, you don't have to do all that much to make me happy.
(00:29:07) SxyCuteThang069: Its not you
(00:29:11) SxyCuteThang069: It everythign else
(00:29:20) T7g: If I'm so important though...?
(00:29:24) SxyCuteThang069: If I don't talk to you for a few days your trippsing out
(00:29:36) SxyCuteThang069: just like everyone else
(00:29:36) T7g: Well, because I hear things about you still dating Emma
(00:29:43) T7g: and when you're not around to explain it
(00:29:46) T7g: It's just like before
(00:29:50) T7g: hell yeah I trip out
(00:29:51) SxyCuteThang069: Help me please :'(
(00:29:55) T7g: I'm trying
(00:30:04) T7g: I'm trying so hard, but you have to let me help.
(00:30:20) T7g: And all I want to do is make things better for you
(00:30:29) T7g: I believe that I can make you happy...
(00:31:36) T7g: and yeah, if you would visit every once in a while and if I wouldn't hear about the bouncing back and forth between Emma and I
(00:31:40) T7g: I would probably rarely trip out
(00:31:45) T7g: I understand you have things to do.
(00:31:55) T7g: I just want to see you some of the time, you know?
(00:32:07) T7g: Every once in a while just take a day to spend with you, and only you.
(00:32:18) T7g: To go somewhere together, to just sit and talk, to cuddle and watch movies.
(00:32:23) T7g: To go out to dinner
(00:32:35) T7g: You know, happy things, make memories together..
(00:32:41) T7g: Go to abandoned buildings together
(00:33:02) T7g: because it's never as lovely as it is when you're right there next to me and I'm holding your hand.
(00:33:09) T7g: And there is so much you haven't seen already.
(00:33:46) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I can't
(00:33:48) SxyCuteThang069: I just can't
(00:33:53) SxyCuteThang069: I can't do anything
(00:34:04) T7g: I work doubleshifts most days
(00:34:09) T7g: and I could still make time to see you.
(00:34:15) T7g: but whatever.
(00:34:22) T7g: I can't force you to do anything.
(00:34:47) T7g: I'm here...
(00:34:50) SxyCuteThang069: please stop
(00:34:53) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry
(00:34:56) T7g: I love you with all my heart...
(00:35:01) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry I fucked everythign up
(00:35:08) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry I can't be there for you
(00:35:12) T7g: You still have a chance
(00:35:17) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry I fuck everythig up
(00:35:31) T7g: It's alright, all you have to do is at least try.
(00:35:43) T7g: Try your best, think a little. I mean.
(00:35:53) T7g: I can understand your prioritization
(00:36:06) T7g: just at least try.
(00:36:14) T7g: I can't hold this side up forever on my own here.
(00:36:26) T7g: You don't realize how much it hurts sometimes.
(00:36:41) T7g: but even to this day
(00:36:51) T7g: I've still kept the lighthearted faith I've had for a long time now.
(00:37:04) T7g: I still believe, fully and completely that you are my only one.
(00:37:31) T7g: In spite of everything that has happened, I still love you with all my heart.
(00:38:29) T7g: I'm not trying to make you baby me or shower me with attention
(00:38:42) T7g: I just want you to let me show you what it's like to be happy on occasion.
(00:38:50) T7g: You'll just crack more and more if you submit yourself to this pressure.
(00:38:52) T7g: You know that right?
(00:38:59) T7g: You can't do it
(00:39:03) T7g: No matter how hard you want to.
(00:39:10) T7g: As to Emma?
(00:39:12) T7g: She has a sister
(00:39:16) T7g: Sisters
(00:39:17) T7g: Renae
(00:39:19) T7g: Parents
(00:39:29) SxyCuteThang069: WHO ARE ALL BAD FOR HER
(00:39:35) SxyCuteThang069: WHERE ARE THEY GETTING HER?
(00:39:43) T7g: You won't get her anywhere either
(00:39:45) SxyCuteThang069: She is getting fucked up right now
(00:39:45) T7g: You can't save her
(00:39:48) T7g: Yeah
(00:39:49) SxyCuteThang069: with her "sister"
(00:39:51) T7g: Thats how some people are.
(00:39:58) T7g: Thats how Emma has always been
(00:40:01) T7g: So don't act so surprised.
(00:40:02) SxyCuteThang069: No
(00:40:04) T7g: This isn't a new thing.
(00:40:06) SxyCuteThang069: Not when I was there
(00:40:12) SxyCuteThang069: It was slowed down alot
(00:40:15) T7g: Why do you have to save her?
(00:40:21) SxyCuteThang069: not every night
(00:40:25) T7g: You're going down with the ship?
(00:40:26) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know
(00:40:30) T7g: and i'm standing here waving my hand
(00:40:36) T7g: HEY RIANNA, HEY, YOU OVER THERE!
(00:40:47) T7g: HEY! I'LL MAKE YOU HAPPY, JUST JUMP OFF THE SINKING BOAT!
(00:40:58) T7g: I'll catch you...
(00:41:03) T7g: I always did.
(00:41:26) T7g: pretty damn good offer if you ask me ;p
(00:41:33) T7g: You know, noone ever offers me shit like this
(00:41:53) T7g: but bob's mom at work, this nice old lady makes the best fucking brownies on the face of this earth.
(00:42:09) T7g: Why save her?
(00:42:13) T7g: You can't save yourself
(00:42:15) T7g: You're asking me to save you
(00:42:18) T7g: How can you save her?
(00:42:24) T7g: I can't save both of you
(00:42:30) T7g: And well
(00:42:37) T7g: I'm in fucking love with you so.
(00:42:45) T7g: I'd rather pull you out of the water and into my arms, you know?
(00:43:30) T7g: hockeystick? hockeystick? who'ze got the hockey stick?
(00:43:35) T7g: =)
(00:43:40) T7g: Just give me a chance.
(00:44:09) T7g: How often do I fail? =)
(00:44:23) T7g: I mean, I do fail, but not too often.
(00:44:30) T7g: And I don't think I would fail at making you happy.
(00:44:46) T7g: I think I can do it better than anyone, because I know you better than most.
(00:45:32) T7g: Did I mention I'll make you happy? =)
(00:46:02) T7g: All for the price of just! a moment of your time
(00:46:18) SxyCuteThang069: =)
(00:46:23) T7g: All the coffee you can drink
(00:46:34) T7g: With bad-ass French Vanilla creamer..
(00:47:02) T7g: and I mean
(00:47:05) T7g: It's really bad-ass.
(00:47:36) T7g: but er yeah ;p enough of the infomercial
(00:48:00) T7g: Call 1-313-386-3148 for this special offer! Operators are standing by to take your heart!
(00:48:15) SxyCuteThang069: heh
(00:48:17) SxyCuteThang069: silly
(00:48:20) T7g: If you call in the next 20 minutes
(00:48:27) T7g: You'll get a free...
(00:48:34) T7g: Something!
(00:48:54) T7g: =)
(00:49:14) T7g: Well, I leave it to you.
(00:49:53) T7g: Think you could mebbe get a song?
(00:50:22) T7g: I really think I'd have better luck winning you over and getting you to smile profusely if you'd just hear one of these really cute emo songs I've been singing thinking of you lately.
(00:50:58) T7g: O:-)
(00:51:01) T7g: muwahahaha
(00:51:34) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go to Tim Hortens and get something really quick
(00:51:46) T7g: I'm just so tired...
Won't you sing me to sleep?
and fly through my dreams....
So I can hitch a ride with you tonight..
And get away from this place, have a new name and face.
It just ain't the same without you in my life.
Late night drives... All alone in my car.. I can't help but start... Singing lines from all our favorite songs...
and melodies in the air, singin' life just ain't fair...
Sometimes I still just can't believe you're gone.
And I'm sure the view from heaven...
Beats the hell out of mine here..
I hope that all is well in heaven....
Because it's all shot to hell down here...
Because I'm so....
Lost without you down here.
(00:51:53) T7g: Alright then.
(00:52:18) T7g: hey!
(00:52:24) T7g: How about you visit? =)
(00:52:37) T7g: I believe the closest Tim Horton's is on Southfield? ;p
(00:52:38) SxyCuteThang069: I'm gonna be with Sean
(00:52:45) T7g: Sean?
(00:53:06) T7g: Which?
(00:53:11) T7g: Just out of morbid curiosity
(00:53:19) T7g: It honestly doesn't matter what you answer.
(00:53:37) SxyCuteThang069: the only one WE know
(00:53:48) T7g: I'm not in a killing mood
(00:53:50) SxyCuteThang069: and who would be willing to take me somewhere at 1 AM
(00:53:53) T7g: that would be mcnamara?
(00:54:04) T7g: You know.. I really wanted to have coffee with you though..
(00:54:09) T7g: Thats kinda lame :/
(00:54:13) T7g: You make it a bit hard you know
(00:54:31) T7g: I just want to see you.
(00:54:33) T7g: and like
(00:54:34) T7g: wow
(00:54:39) T7g: I keep setting myself up for disappointment.
(00:54:57) T7g: Ohwell, I guess thats my fault.
(00:55:10) SxyCuteThang069: What are you talking about
(00:55:22) T7g: Alluding to the fact
(00:55:26) T7g: That as I was saying earlier
(00:55:38) T7g: If you'd just seem like you'd put the tiniest bit of effort into wanting to see me.
(00:55:48) T7g: I mean
(00:56:02) T7g: I'm not like, that uncool, or that butt-fugly or anything like that, I don't stink I don't think ;p
(00:56:35) T7g: ahem.
(00:56:39) T7g: I just want to see you.
(00:56:42) T7g: I miss you.
(00:56:45) T7g: bunches
(00:56:53) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(00:56:59) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go talk to my mommy
(00:57:02) SxyCuteThang069: I'll brb
(00:57:06) T7g: Okay.
(00:58:15) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(01:04:14) SxyCuteThang069 is no longer away.
(01:04:51) T7g: Anyways
(01:05:04) T7g: If I'm getting redundant or annoying with all of this, please notify me.
(01:05:46) T7g: Not here to bug you or demand your time.
(01:05:54) T7g: Just here to be with you, and make you happy.
(01:06:20) T7g: and it's your desicion if thats what you want in your life.
(01:09:23) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(01:09:25) SxyCuteThang069: smile
(01:09:26) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(01:09:40) T7g: I'm trying sweetheart.. :)
(01:09:57) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go...lots-o-love
(01:10:07) T7g: Well
(01:10:09) T7g: Goodnight
(01:10:13) T7g: Sweet dreams..
(01:10:16) T7g: And Rianna?
(01:10:43) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(01:12:00) SxyCuteThang069 is no longer away.
(01:13:25) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(01:13:55) T7g: ...
(01:13:59) SxyCuteThang069 : Getting coffee...
Then off to see Mark!
<3
(01:14:34) T7g: Nevermind.