Don't look at it like it's forever.
Empty.
My grandparents are gone. My house is a mess. Clothes in the dryer have been there two days. That plant downstairs will die if I don't water it soon. My fish are hungry. I have a chapter to read. An essay to write.
I hate being depressed. But it hurts, and I know if I don't let myself hurt it only gets worse. Better to be slightly bummed all the time than hold it in until I explode. No, nothing major has happened. I'm just lonely. Lonely all the time. My cell phone was my relief, and now even that is currently missing. Probably in Morgan's car. I'm fucking...sad all the time. Fuck this emo bull shit. Why am I even typing this?
Good night.
My grandparents are gone. My house is a mess. Clothes in the dryer have been there two days. That plant downstairs will die if I don't water it soon. My fish are hungry. I have a chapter to read. An essay to write.
I hate being depressed. But it hurts, and I know if I don't let myself hurt it only gets worse. Better to be slightly bummed all the time than hold it in until I explode. No, nothing major has happened. I'm just lonely. Lonely all the time. My cell phone was my relief, and now even that is currently missing. Probably in Morgan's car. I'm fucking...sad all the time. Fuck this emo bull shit. Why am I even typing this?
Good night.