I think the whole world is sick
Can't tell if my (up to this point very mild) allergies have suddenly gone hay-wire (and no, that was not a pun, 'cuz I think they're indoor allergies) or if I managed to catch whatever's going around for the second time in as many weeks. I did the nasty cold/sore throat thing two weeks ago. Don't need it again. I suppose I should go get tested for allergies, but I don't really want to.
I'm getting excited about applying for jobs again. Good thing, cuz I am still very much without one. Well, I'm supposed to hear about a research fellowship sometime this week, but it's thursday night and still no word. Not a good sign. But there are some cool and exciting jobs out there that I might even be qualified for.
I guess my biggest concern about looking for jobs right now is what I'm going to do if L gets the judicial fellowship in SF. Everything that I'm looking at right now is in DC. I've decided that's where I'd like to be next year. But she's excited about this fellowship, which isn't true of any other position. Is it bad of me to (kind of) hope she doesn't get it?
Really I just want to find out about the research fellowship. I don't think I'll get it, but I keep thinking about what would happen / need to happen if I did. I know I'm setting myself up for dissappointment, but I just can't help it.
I'm getting excited about applying for jobs again. Good thing, cuz I am still very much without one. Well, I'm supposed to hear about a research fellowship sometime this week, but it's thursday night and still no word. Not a good sign. But there are some cool and exciting jobs out there that I might even be qualified for.
I guess my biggest concern about looking for jobs right now is what I'm going to do if L gets the judicial fellowship in SF. Everything that I'm looking at right now is in DC. I've decided that's where I'd like to be next year. But she's excited about this fellowship, which isn't true of any other position. Is it bad of me to (kind of) hope she doesn't get it?
Really I just want to find out about the research fellowship. I don't think I'll get it, but I keep thinking about what would happen / need to happen if I did. I know I'm setting myself up for dissappointment, but I just can't help it.