I'm rotten inside.....
hmmm.......
so i don't know what's wrong with me... i just tend to fuck everything up...
i hate being shut out not knowing what to do with my emotions... becuz i guess they just don't matter....
sometimes i just feel like my hands are tied... nothing i can do about anything.
sometimes i hate myself... wish i could just care less
yeah... i hate myself :( i need a cure..... i know of one... but it won't ever happen
one day i'll learn to just shut my mouth.... getting there is the problem
fuck me
.....
i set off the fucking smoke detectors cooking my dinner... my ears are ringing... didn't help my already hurting head... and my now aching heart...perkaset? sp?
on a better note. the swelling on my leg has gone way down since the surgery
i was gettin worried... i noticed it this morning and i felt like doing a dance... just there's no energy at 4 am... ha
i guess i'll try to sleep all of these feelings off
so i don't know what's wrong with me... i just tend to fuck everything up...
i hate being shut out not knowing what to do with my emotions... becuz i guess they just don't matter....
sometimes i just feel like my hands are tied... nothing i can do about anything.
sometimes i hate myself... wish i could just care less
yeah... i hate myself :( i need a cure..... i know of one... but it won't ever happen
one day i'll learn to just shut my mouth.... getting there is the problem
fuck me
.....
i set off the fucking smoke detectors cooking my dinner... my ears are ringing... didn't help my already hurting head... and my now aching heart...perkaset? sp?
on a better note. the swelling on my leg has gone way down since the surgery
i was gettin worried... i noticed it this morning and i felt like doing a dance... just there's no energy at 4 am... ha
i guess i'll try to sleep all of these feelings off