Go back to sleep....
ummm... my stomach feels like it's knotting up.
Thursday i have to get surgery and i'm really really nervous.
I hate surgery. I know it's not going to be anything huge... but it really really really freaks me out. i have trouble stomaching these thoughts. My muscles tighten and i find it hard to focus on anything... and it seems to keep gettin worse the the closer to Thursday it gets... i just want to go back home and go to sleep where i can't think about it... or if i could be with holly that would really help... i noticed over the weekend and yesterday that when i was with her i didn't think about it as much. i could only think about how wonderful everything is while i'm with her...
these next two days are going to be so long... but go by sooo fast.
:(
Thursday i have to get surgery and i'm really really nervous.
I hate surgery. I know it's not going to be anything huge... but it really really really freaks me out. i have trouble stomaching these thoughts. My muscles tighten and i find it hard to focus on anything... and it seems to keep gettin worse the the closer to Thursday it gets... i just want to go back home and go to sleep where i can't think about it... or if i could be with holly that would really help... i noticed over the weekend and yesterday that when i was with her i didn't think about it as much. i could only think about how wonderful everything is while i'm with her...
these next two days are going to be so long... but go by sooo fast.
:(