Conclusions.
Love is an illusion. Consider yourself lucky if you get live in it. I envy you.
Compassion always burns out, after it's lost it's convienence.
Empathy is wasted effort. Empathy begets compassion, which we've already seen is a waste of time.
Generosity, is only there to be taken advantage of.
With all these things considered.... These things that I've based my life upon, now appear to be meaningless, and hold no merit.
Therefore....
My life, my existance... is meaningless. Why do I bother to keep breathing? There's a stumper! Something embedded in my soul believes that there is a purpose somewhere. But I'm not aware of it. And I can't figure it out.... So basically.....
Life is a joke.
So laugh.....
ha.
ha.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.................
..................................................................
.... Is the only way out this hell really just to believe in the lie??? I find that hard to believe.... There has to be sincerity out there somewhere........ There HAS to be......
WHY
CAN'T
I
SAVE
MYSELF?!!?!!?!?!?!?
TO HELL WITH ALL OF YOU THAT GIVE ME FALSE HOPE!!!
Or wait..... is all hope false? After all, it's not based on anything. Just empty optimism. Hahahahahahahahahaha, what the hell happened to me........
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.....
LAUGH!
Compassion always burns out, after it's lost it's convienence.
Empathy is wasted effort. Empathy begets compassion, which we've already seen is a waste of time.
Generosity, is only there to be taken advantage of.
With all these things considered.... These things that I've based my life upon, now appear to be meaningless, and hold no merit.
Therefore....
My life, my existance... is meaningless. Why do I bother to keep breathing? There's a stumper! Something embedded in my soul believes that there is a purpose somewhere. But I'm not aware of it. And I can't figure it out.... So basically.....
Life is a joke.
So laugh.....
ha.
ha.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.................
..................................................................
.... Is the only way out this hell really just to believe in the lie??? I find that hard to believe.... There has to be sincerity out there somewhere........ There HAS to be......
WHY
CAN'T
I
SAVE
MYSELF?!!?!!?!?!?!?
TO HELL WITH ALL OF YOU THAT GIVE ME FALSE HOPE!!!
Or wait..... is all hope false? After all, it's not based on anything. Just empty optimism. Hahahahahahahahahaha, what the hell happened to me........
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.....
LAUGH!