If you're gona rip my heart out, Could you use a knife that's dull and rust in color?
Once I die, there will be no way that you can cover
The scar
It's hard, I know
And if I get a little blood on you
Finally, the world will know you're guilty (know you're wrong)
Taken everything you've gotten from me
No heart
It's hard, I know.
Well I am sorry to say that tonight and tomorrow and Thursday morning will be my last posts in livejournal. Due to some nasty comments I have recieved from unnamed sources, my mom has commanded that I quit updating my livejournal and my myspace and my facebook. So if anyone wants to contact me in the future, you will have to ask personally for my email address, phone number, or mailing address and I will give it to you so that we will stay in contact. But certain things that should not have been said to me were said; thus, my accounts are being deleted and the internet will only be a source of instant messaging and email and research. My photo website will also be available to a select few for viewing of my significant activities. Links to all will be provided. I will no longer be checking my home email, as it is a source of contact with someone my mom has forbidden me to speak to in the hereafter. So I will update in the next two days but once I leave for Colorado, that's the end. I would like to keep in touch with nearly all of you who have taken interest in my life through these journals. I will keep in touch!
Today, I learned that I have a hemotoma on my knee underneath a recent scab. A hemotoma is basically a blood clot. Not serious, just painful. So my body will eventually break it up and the clot will disappear and my knee will no longer look like it has a wart on it. And I'll be able to shave it. woot
My day was quite busy! I got up early to do Hayley's hair, took Alyssa to school, went on a run with Leanne, got home and Paige called me saying her dog died, so we went out with her because we love her and I got everyone together at Jamba Juice to console her. Then we cheered her up a little with shopping! Because shopping always makes us feel better =) then I got home and went out to lunch with Beth to Subway. Ran home to grab my cell cause I forgot it on my desk, went to Jeff's to take a picture with him to put in a frame for school,
, ran down to Canyon and visited with tons of people-- Stasen, Auston, Jeshua, Stimac, Cesar, the whole gang--, picked up Alyssa from school, took her home, went to see the Fantastic Four with Ryen, went to Jamba Juice--again-- with Ryen, picked up smoothies for me, Alyssa, and my mom, got home, went to Costco to pick up pictures, water bottles, sports drinks, vitamins, and tons of other stuff, got home, cleaned the kitchen, packed up the last of my college utilities, and now I'm online chatting away.
Tomorrow I need to remmeber to change the water in my fishtank and buy new fishfood and filters so my family will be able to painlessly take care of my Beauties. poor fishies what will they do without me? and what will i do without them? goldfish are so cute and fun to watch, idk if ill survive without fish. sigh
Well that's all for today; it's time for me to get some shut eye and wake up fresh tomorrow for another eventful day of goodbyes and shopping and packing! Much love, all.
♥ Kellie