You really means Me

[syty_girl]

they always say "you never know what you have until it's gone" or "you never appreciate it until it's too late"

but now you know what you have and you appreciate it very much.

now you live in constant fear of losing..

now you are pulling your hair out because there are things you need to let go. things about you you never want to do ever again, because all these years, you kept resorting being that person, and that person never really was ever happy, even though the smile was there and the laughter was there, inside you were crying, and sad, alone, mad because you were always lying to yourself.
but you just sat there and smiled, to get away from the pain of each dollar, each pair of eyes looking you over, each dance, each time someone said it was ok, but never was.
at any given present time, that person always came out and it pushed people away, and now you realized why everyone left.
i'm sure you would have left yourself.

now it's your turn to leave that person behind...stop letting yourself haunt you and start appreciating everything you have for really being yourself...