Back again
I have been in something worse than hibernation. More like self-imposed exile. I thought I had nothing interesting to say, combined with a desire to entertain my friends and trying to live up to an older perceived version of myself. No, I am not the life of the party anymore, the entertainer, the class clown. And it is a relief. I have cleansed myself of most social obligations, and I'm sorry if it temporarily severed ties with you.
I've been addicted to a couple of PC games. I've been a hacker-god, a clan leader, and saved the world a few times. I've been meditating, finding new states of awareness and relaxation. I've been host to an internal war between materialism and spiritual fulfillment. I've been building PCs for... fun. I've been reading great books. I've been eating like a pig. I've been living off stocks and savings. I've been searching for my path.
And I have found it. Usually, whenever I come up with an idea, I find reasons not to do it. This time, I have no doubts. It's and idea that's waaay out there. A few years ago, I would have laughed in your face if someone told me they were going to do this. Now I'm paranoid that someone will take the idea. So for now, it will be kept quiet.
I've been addicted to a couple of PC games. I've been a hacker-god, a clan leader, and saved the world a few times. I've been meditating, finding new states of awareness and relaxation. I've been host to an internal war between materialism and spiritual fulfillment. I've been building PCs for... fun. I've been reading great books. I've been eating like a pig. I've been living off stocks and savings. I've been searching for my path.
And I have found it. Usually, whenever I come up with an idea, I find reasons not to do it. This time, I have no doubts. It's and idea that's waaay out there. A few years ago, I would have laughed in your face if someone told me they were going to do this. Now I'm paranoid that someone will take the idea. So for now, it will be kept quiet.