rip alex

May 12, 2006 22:02

Sooo i came late today for school. i was traumatized for my own reasons...then i go to school and my frend was like y is tat grl crying? and we're like dunno w./e then we go into the school there was like a WHOLLEEE hallfull of ppl crying and it ended up some kid commited suicide.
people like call him "the emo kid" and ppl make fun of him and shit. i personally dnno him but i still feel bad tat he had to overdose to esacpe the pain... wow people tday were being so gay... like there are all these people crying tat dun even know him. well some ppl were criyng cus it reminded them of other deaths but some people are just like wtf? no one died or w/e and they are crying just cus everyone else is? tats just gay... like stop pitying urself ur saying shit like u nvr got to know him and crap but like if it wasnt for this would you of even wanted to meet tat guy if he was alive rite now? u would like go hey tats the emo kid to ur frends wen he passes by the hall but u would nvr go and offer ur frendship so y the hell are u crying? do u have nthing better to do? and like these ppl tat talk about like him being stupid? i dun think u can say tat unless ur his parents or his gf or one of his close frends. even if ur those people u may not know all his problems so u cant say hes being a pussy cus hes escapinng tat way. would u really b able to pretend nthing was wrong if u weregetitng lke beat by ur parents or like made fun of by everyone school or u nvr know wat could of happened to him. even if u think hes sutpid for commiting suicide keep it to urself cus theres a whole school grieving for him and ur running around telling ppl how stupid he is being? u wanna get jumped? or can u really handle tat with ur conscience?

the truth is we're all selfish even if u deny it. and especially wen u talk about pain no one can give up all of their happiness to keep everyone decent. like he had close frends and grlfrend tat he made really upest but like talking baout him causing pain to people he braely knew? is it really wrth it to make such a young kid keep all this pain just so he can keep a bunch of close frends happy and a group of people that wouldnt care about him content or decent? these people are saying hes being so selfish like making all these people cry but everyhitng make people upset. do u remember the last time u made someone cry? tat u made someone lock themselves in their room?made someone lose their appetite? if u think about all the people that u have made unhappy in ur life... are u any different from him? then ur just as terrible of a person as he was cus u caused people unhappiness too. but at least the ones who are TRULY there and who really care about him is at least at ease that he is happy now and there wun be anymore pain. u ever took a minute to think about tat? tat maybe he acutally brought forever happiness but temporary sadness to those that care about him ? cus they know that he'll be happy and if u really care about someone... tats all tat matters.
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