May 09, 2006 16:33
guesss i spoke too soon... life is so full of surpriess... been 3 months... so happy but so sad...
sometimes its so weird how the best thngs and most memorable things can actally turn out to be bad... u think it was all perfect till u thikn back then ur like...hm.... if u look at it this way...
did it just hit me now? has it been there all along? my doubt for this relationship... cant entirely say he did nthing wrong but cant really say he did... i guess hes juts being him.. .nad im just being me... and u nvr know.... somtimes one night can make the bigest difference... and then all of a sudden... things change... and u dun even know why. and the most u can say is i dun feel like it... feel so reluctant... as if it wasw an obligation... i must sound like im not making any sense rite now... but maybe someone tat is reading this knows wat im talking about... cus i dun feel obligated to tell everything i kno and feel... i just wanna tel whoever i want... and tats tat...
On the verge of letting go and letting loose