Jan 20, 2006 10:20
I had a pretty bad night truth be told.
My dreams where unpleasant, not nightmares, just unpleasant, I can usually do something about that, but it seemed no matter how hard I tried, I could only manage a few moments of uncomfortable pleasantries, before a return.
To top that I woke at precsisly 05:30, feeling awake, refrehed and very very awake. Normally I would have tolerated five and half hours sleep, but with going to bed late that would have been less than four hours, and if I am on trollies all day, I would get home wishing I'd never been born, let alone got out of bed.
I was up a couple more times after that, between unpleasant dreams, and finally gave up a few minutes before my alarm was supposed to go off. Anyhow, I've had some toast, I'm half way down my morning pint mug, and I've watched an episode of Dark Angel, I'm feeling a little better, and in half an hour I'm off to post letters, pay bills, and go for a walk. The day is lovely, clear, dry and sunny, so what if it s a little cold :-)
If everything goes well my day should really make up for being woken up at 5am, I asked Sue, discretely, how I'd done yesterday, and she smiled and said she'd see me today, so I'm secretly hopefull there. And if I actually do get trollies all day, I'll be elated, in this weather it'll be like a day long walk :-D Mind you, thats not so certain, Julie the Front End Line Manager is a busy body and pokes her nose into eveything, so if she decides to arbitrarily overide Alison, she can, and frequently does.
Twenty minutes... I'll think of something.
Be good, I mean it!