I feel like I've just found out how I much I need or have wanted this place again. Maybe the solidification of ever-maturing responsibilites have reminded me of what it was like to dream as I used to. I became ashamed of how much I tended to sugar-coat over the most seemingly mundane times in this journal - but, yes - it was so necessary, in some ( Read more... )

I want to follow them around...
The trees and seas and fields and shores;
Kiss you in them all - the elements -
flood them, and
Drench the senses. ♥

Disover microscopic nuances of life in a wave through my fingers.

I like being elaborate.
Don't let it kid you, all I want is to meet the earth & the sea.
They are luxuries, but we are all born into them.
I ( Read more... )

If nothing else right now, I have a such rich mind for fantasy. Not by any comparison, but by what suits me. It probably seems sad, but I feel like some sort of little magic for being able to summon up such strong feelings just by the power of thought. Although by life situation we had fallen apart a little, I remember how K's singing and laughter ( Read more... )

"He's like a fresh Spring morning isn't he? ... A sweet meadow", he smiles as he's crouched on the floor, where he always is, and scoops up one of his kittens into his arms, kissing and cooing. His dark hair is still ruggedly wild despite having just been cut, and the beginnings of a five o'clock shadow is forming on his chiseled jaw. Despite ( Read more... )

Nothing I could say here could explain it better than this: --

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I want so much to be loved the way a boy who has just found love for the first time demonstrates his passion. Without reservations and totally blinded by his own desire. It feels like he's walking on air when he sees me and keeping his feelings to himself ends up feeling as though it is burning him down entirely; smouldering. And I will try to keep ( Read more... )

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i still wish it can happen. 
are my dreams too specific?
to me, it's just passionate love.

henry's mother spoke of seeing her lulu dance as making her the happiest she's ever been...
her supple figure wrapped in the delicate pink lace gift wrapping of costume.
shy shy shy smile sweetening everything as we watch and she knows we are watching.
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i am in the vortex of a summer of love. at last.
i have my little bubbler in my room with me and i never, ever feel loneliness with him. he is my star and my joy and the bringer of all good things.
i went to the university for the creative arts taster courses and i'm now a legit student... i have homework and everything now!! there are projects to ( Read more... )