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This just CAN'T be happening... My life is big mess and mainly cause i'm making it that way. This is some kind of evil plan to make me realise what's important in life or pay me back all the bad things i've done. I believe in karma, i guess. But now that doesn't help me much here...
Oh well at least there is ONE happy thought to share with you guys. When i woke up and came to see what's happening here, i found PM in my inbox back at tAS. BS made story for me - bout me... since i wasn't in F's chappie for Writz (Writing Circle) this one was good to read. Made me feel good. And made me smile. *HUGS* Selfish, i know, but it just cheered me up cause i was in there. Beside, she was in hurry - boarding school or that kind of thing so she didn't have much time but STILL she wrote story for me. To make me feel better. Now that MADE me feel better. It wasn't until i got to school when it all went wrong again!
So, what else? I'm beginning to think these couple of weeks are from hell or something. First we had to write this summary bout some article that happened to be: "teenager can be depressed." Now that's what i call irony. Irony of life once again, hidden message lying in front of my eyes and laughing at me. The whole news thing made me feel like shit. Hmm...
THEN, i got my math test back, that one was quite amusing though and i actually laughed but... - the lil test with max points 10 - i got three. Yes, i got 3 points out of 10 and we had learnt those things in junior high school! Now you see why i said i suck in math and need help? RIGHT.
Nope, that's not all. THEN, i got my english paper back and.. i know it's my fault, wrote in 15 minutes and did not check it, i got 75 points out of 99. Sucks. It's like between 7 and 8. I hadn't spelled words wrong but i had these stupid mistakes... geez... WELL THEN, Sonja and Sami have been together one year now - today to be exact (if we don't count the time HE left her for a sday..) - - - sonja tells me that her boyfriend, mister sami here, has been talking bout.. moving in together and getting married as soon as she turns 18. *sigh*
Well fine, I'm tired of trying to walk in the wind here. And yes i know, others have SO much more problems and mine ain't that serious, I know, I know, I GOD DAMN KNOW! But if you are gonna say that, well then: GO TO HELL!! I don't care bout the others, i care bout me.
And I'm not in friendly mood.
Oh well at least there is ONE happy thought to share with you guys. When i woke up and came to see what's happening here, i found PM in my inbox back at tAS. BS made story for me - bout me... since i wasn't in F's chappie for Writz (Writing Circle) this one was good to read. Made me feel good. And made me smile. *HUGS* Selfish, i know, but it just cheered me up cause i was in there. Beside, she was in hurry - boarding school or that kind of thing so she didn't have much time but STILL she wrote story for me. To make me feel better. Now that MADE me feel better. It wasn't until i got to school when it all went wrong again!
So, what else? I'm beginning to think these couple of weeks are from hell or something. First we had to write this summary bout some article that happened to be: "teenager can be depressed." Now that's what i call irony. Irony of life once again, hidden message lying in front of my eyes and laughing at me. The whole news thing made me feel like shit. Hmm...
THEN, i got my math test back, that one was quite amusing though and i actually laughed but... - the lil test with max points 10 - i got three. Yes, i got 3 points out of 10 and we had learnt those things in junior high school! Now you see why i said i suck in math and need help? RIGHT.
Nope, that's not all. THEN, i got my english paper back and.. i know it's my fault, wrote in 15 minutes and did not check it, i got 75 points out of 99. Sucks. It's like between 7 and 8. I hadn't spelled words wrong but i had these stupid mistakes... geez... WELL THEN, Sonja and Sami have been together one year now - today to be exact (if we don't count the time HE left her for a sday..) - - - sonja tells me that her boyfriend, mister sami here, has been talking bout.. moving in together and getting married as soon as she turns 18. *sigh*
Well fine, I'm tired of trying to walk in the wind here. And yes i know, others have SO much more problems and mine ain't that serious, I know, I know, I GOD DAMN KNOW! But if you are gonna say that, well then: GO TO HELL!! I don't care bout the others, i care bout me.
And I'm not in friendly mood.