for the love of...
This just CAN'T GET ANY BETTER DAMNIT!
What did i find out today? I mean besides the fact that there really isn't god and whatever you guys decide to say bout that one... well, you can kiss my ass. Seriously. I don't remember if i told you how i went to my uncles' funerals just to support dad, to hold his hand ya noe... but now... I think I told you that my OTHER, my favorite uncle is now in hospital.
I remember when Martti died - he was the first one, in 1996 - he drowned. He drowned to this lake near us and I for some reason can't swim there anymore... not like that. I'm always thinking that this water holds his death.. he was my favorite. I was there when dad found out, sat on the table and cried. I was the first one to hug him and cry with him. When his mother died, again, i was there, stood with him on the graveyard and cried, just like he did. I was there when Mauno was burried, i was there to hold his hand again. Just me, the two of us.
Now Manno is in hospital. He has born in the very same day as I am and he and his family has always been very close to our family. First he lost his memory... dad told me that it was nothing THAT serious but... but today his heart stopped. Electric shock thingy brought him back but i'm just terrified... what if it happens again? The infection thing he has in his head.. that can't be good, it isn't good! If he dies, i'm gonna need some one to hold my hand and... well it was pain to watch dad suffer as he explained me what had happened.
And i gotta call outi soon - his kid, my friend. I mean, they gotta be terrified too!
What did i find out today? I mean besides the fact that there really isn't god and whatever you guys decide to say bout that one... well, you can kiss my ass. Seriously. I don't remember if i told you how i went to my uncles' funerals just to support dad, to hold his hand ya noe... but now... I think I told you that my OTHER, my favorite uncle is now in hospital.
I remember when Martti died - he was the first one, in 1996 - he drowned. He drowned to this lake near us and I for some reason can't swim there anymore... not like that. I'm always thinking that this water holds his death.. he was my favorite. I was there when dad found out, sat on the table and cried. I was the first one to hug him and cry with him. When his mother died, again, i was there, stood with him on the graveyard and cried, just like he did. I was there when Mauno was burried, i was there to hold his hand again. Just me, the two of us.
Now Manno is in hospital. He has born in the very same day as I am and he and his family has always been very close to our family. First he lost his memory... dad told me that it was nothing THAT serious but... but today his heart stopped. Electric shock thingy brought him back but i'm just terrified... what if it happens again? The infection thing he has in his head.. that can't be good, it isn't good! If he dies, i'm gonna need some one to hold my hand and... well it was pain to watch dad suffer as he explained me what had happened.
And i gotta call outi soon - his kid, my friend. I mean, they gotta be terrified too!