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we dream of ways to break these iron bars. we dream of blacknights without moons or stars.
i dream on one day figuring out what the hell is going on with me. i fear that day will not come soon enough. i leave, i fear that i bug you when i talk to you. i come home and everything seems normal. why did we ever have to end things in the first place? i would have given up the world to be called yours but i think you didn't trust me. now i am left and a three way road, each with a different ending. i wish you were able to express what you wanted from me. i wish you were able to speak your mind. but how could i resist your beautiful smile. how could i resist the look in your eyes when you look at me. you make it too hard to leave
i dream on one day figuring out what the hell is going on with me. i fear that day will not come soon enough. i leave, i fear that i bug you when i talk to you. i come home and everything seems normal. why did we ever have to end things in the first place? i would have given up the world to be called yours but i think you didn't trust me. now i am left and a three way road, each with a different ending. i wish you were able to express what you wanted from me. i wish you were able to speak your mind. but how could i resist your beautiful smile. how could i resist the look in your eyes when you look at me. you make it too hard to leave