i don' t know if i can do this

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i have one hell of decision to make..

the man who gives me everything i need but i know almost nothing about?

or the man who took 3 years to decide he wanted to give me the world?

one day is not enough to think on this.
i spent half the day with one and half with the other.
no time to myself to really think.
how am i supposed to make up my mind rationally like this?