long time.

[syntheticheart]

it's been forever since I really wrote in here.. I tend not to share my thoughts anymore. I did consciously stop writing because of things I would feel in response to how others would comment on my writing. So, I've come to accept ..yes I am self-conscious of my thoughts & feelings. I tend to become emotional when my choices are criticized and/or

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[univearth]

I was just thinking that maybe you are projecting these insecurities on Cindy's activities not because she will do them, but because you've been in that position and you've seen how easy it is to make the wrong decision.

Yes, we all know that people who get cheated ON have trouble trusting others in the future... but no one ever mentions how people who cheat (and have some shred of moral sense) take part in the exact same phenomenon!

...but I am no philosopher or psychologist.

:)

[syntheticheart]

appreciated.. and from where i am standing .. i suppose I am overly projecting my personal fears.

With time & experience, the reactions to situations seems to be diminishing.

indeed, what I feel about things now is directly related to my shortcomings.
A very interesting point you make & will have to think further on it.