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I'm just the troll under the bridge and all these bastard goats fuck with me all day long.
Tonight I went out to uncle Peasants and saw a pretty nice show. I got there a lil bit late so, I missed out on Surviving Thalia. However, the rest of the bands rocked! Ryan put his metal face on when he played, I was sooo proud of him! Hehehe. Saw a bunch of old faces, which was good. :)
I just got a lot of self-doubt in my head these days. Especially the current date! Sometimes I still miss her, but I think I’m just second guessing my-self. Nothing seems real anymore. I guess I’m self loathing as well. I’m crumbling down and full of masochism. I just want everything to be over with.
Tonight I went out to uncle Peasants and saw a pretty nice show. I got there a lil bit late so, I missed out on Surviving Thalia. However, the rest of the bands rocked! Ryan put his metal face on when he played, I was sooo proud of him! Hehehe. Saw a bunch of old faces, which was good. :)
I just got a lot of self-doubt in my head these days. Especially the current date! Sometimes I still miss her, but I think I’m just second guessing my-self. Nothing seems real anymore. I guess I’m self loathing as well. I’m crumbling down and full of masochism. I just want everything to be over with.