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We just found out that we have to be out of our apartment by tomorrow. Legally they are required to give us 11 days after providing us with written notice. We have received no written notice whatsoever, about anything. And yet a sheriff will be at our door sometime tomorrow making sure we leave.
We have nothing packed. We have no way to get our stuff out, we have no real viable place to go (Dan's parents' place but we can't actually stay there very long at all).
I have never wanted to kill myself as much as I do right now. We are completely and utterly fucked. Completely. As in I don't see any possible way out of this problem. We're in debt over our heads with no ability to pay anything back. We're relying on a food bank so that we don't starve to death. And now we have no place to live.
This is just so fucking great I could stab myself in the throat. I don't want to be alive anymore. I've had to deal with too much already, this is just too much. I reached my limit of what I could reasonably handle a long time ago. Now I'm just wondering when I'm gonna give up and just let myself die already, because apparently fate has a problem with my very existance.
We have nothing packed. We have no way to get our stuff out, we have no real viable place to go (Dan's parents' place but we can't actually stay there very long at all).
I have never wanted to kill myself as much as I do right now. We are completely and utterly fucked. Completely. As in I don't see any possible way out of this problem. We're in debt over our heads with no ability to pay anything back. We're relying on a food bank so that we don't starve to death. And now we have no place to live.
This is just so fucking great I could stab myself in the throat. I don't want to be alive anymore. I've had to deal with too much already, this is just too much. I reached my limit of what I could reasonably handle a long time ago. Now I'm just wondering when I'm gonna give up and just let myself die already, because apparently fate has a problem with my very existance.