this sucks.

[synfulx]

so most people told me that work would be overwhelming. WHATEVER. okay, so it is. bleh. i don't feel like i have any free time anymore. i'm very angry today. i'm not sure why. i've been trying to rationalize how i feel, to stop being in such a bad mood, but it's not working. i feel like a lot of this is stemming from work. and it's all going to

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Re: LDB

[synfulx]

yeah .. I think tomorrow I'm going to request, PLEASE, 2 or 4 days a week .. with a big space in between. I'm thinking a Sunday-Monday-Friday-Saturday schedule. I'm not sure if my boss will let me be this specific, but JEEBUS. I'm working 5 days this week (at least I've got tuesday and thursday free? >.>). Keep in mind I am *not* someone who is used to work. XD

Should I really feel lucky? Don't some people feel blessed? I think I was supposed to be raised Buddhist, since that's the Cambodian way, but my parents didn't even teach me the native language, never mind the religion, lol .. I understand that as long as I'm happy, there's really no problem, but my boyfriend is a "philosopher" .. he's looking for the deeper meanings of happiness and human existence. D: Otherwise I wouldn't even be THINKING about God or whatever. @__@ It's his influence. XD

I TCGed for a bit also in the year 2003 --my friend Christina had introduced it to me. ^^ I played Platinum way back then. XD I feel incredibly addicted to them right now, plus the people are so awesomeee~ *nudgenuge*

Talking, like I said before, is my forte! Sort of. XD

Re: LDB

[synfulx]

2-4 days sounds perfect. When I started working (which was in August of '06--and I remember because I bought my domain the same month lol), I did just that. 2-4 days, no more, and that was more than enough money.

It's great that you have a boyfriend who thinks! Who wants the deeper meaning of life! Most guys around our age DON'T think, lol. But the fact that he does and is making you think as well--THAT'S the blessing. ^_^

I say "feel lucky" because I along with 2-3 close friends was raised as a Christian. I am no longer one (not that I'm an atheist either), by my friends still are. Some are because they truly believe it and another is only because (I think) she was "brainwashed", to say the least. "Believe in Jesus or go to Hell" would make just about anyone believe. =P

But like, I'll ask, "WHY do you do this or believe that?" and her answer will be, "I'm not sure, but the Bible says to, so i will." Is that pure FAITH...or ignorance? The answer's subjective.

PLATINUM! Oh my God, how long it's been. i think they're still open...

My first TCG was Animelicious.

isn't it crazy how some people join like...20 TCGs--and keep up with all of them?!?!

XD

Re: LDB

[synfulx]

hmm .. That does it! I'll request that number of days when I get in to work tomorrow. :3

Is it really that great? XD I should be more appreciative of him, I know, his type is quite rare .. but sometimes it can make me feel so .. small. And insignificant. And ignorant. And other adjectives similar to those. :x ahh What am I saying. I love the guy. XD

That's probably the aspect of Christianity that just makes me dislike it .. How it spread so fast, through brainwashing and forcing other people to believe, and ruining other smaller religions in the process .. @__@ ah, But I don't know the whole story. That's just my impression. *shrug*

Wesley would probably love to ask your friend questions. Solely out of curiosity, too. XD

OMG I HAVE TO SHOW YOU THIS. Her TCG list is INSANE. Now, whether or not she actively participates in all of them, I don't know, but MAN! That's such a huge number! I commend her for her abilities! XD I picked random TCGs to look through, and it seems like she participates actively .. *impressed beyond belief*

I heard of Animelicious. And yeah, Platinum's still up. XD

Re: LDB

[ladydb]

Holy crap...I wish i was that girl b/c I need to be able to learn to managa stuff like that lol