my life is taking a much needed hiatus.

[synder_hella]

im tired of feeling like shit and im tired of fucking shit up
but i guess thats what i get because of some strange genetic coincidence that i was created human
i dont really understand what going on right now at all
except for the fact that ive been taking too many pills for a week point five and im overly incoherant and distant from all of the things that i really should be paying attention to...
unfortunaley despite ongoing battles with my physical and emotional mentalities they have told me to give the fuck up and give them both some rest
so i guess im just going to take a few weeks off from my out of hand regular life
continue living off robaxcael and water go to my mindless job come home and sleep
i will continue with said regluar out of hand life when i feel i am not only physically but emotionaly capable ..and hopefully not have gone completley insane from much needed forced self isolation..
....i will be missing you all in the best of spirits and will speak with you upon my not so anticipated return

Regards.
-Brittany M.S. Starr