Things are great. So why do I feel so bad? :( Going to the P-doc today to try and straighten out meds. At this point I have pretty much given up hope. I don't know what else to say about it all ( Read more... )

I stayed home yesterday with a migraine and worked all day today plus some OT with the same migraine. Somewhere in that haze of 'Ow' I ranted on my LJ and on poor_skills and woke up to a defriending and some nasty LJ messages.

Last time it was because of Potter pr0n. This time? Pain meds + migraine + nausea x 2.5 days = STEP AWAY FROM THE INTERNET. ( Read more... )

 [pointless emo bitching redacted ( Read more... )

Dear Tuesday ( Read more... )

Feeling a little bit better this morning. Still a little touchy around the edges. I've had so many good days in a row I forget what it's like to have a bad one and what it takes to recover. Mostly I'm telling my brain to calm down, doing a LOT of ignoring and instead doing things I take pleasure in or find calming ( Read more... )

Some days my body and mind just totally betray me. Most times I can hold it together just fine but others... Well, let's just say I've retreated to bed with my laptop and the best I can do is listen to people talking and playing Xbox across the hall in the living room. It hurts to sit up and forget trying to hold a cohesive, coherent ( Read more... )

Neil Gaiman has out a new book of short stories, which Hilary received for Christmas. I sat down tonight and read the introduction. My first thought, just a few sentences in, was "Neil Gaiman makes me want to be a writer."

I remember when I was a writer. Not one of any renown, certainly. A few pieces of mildly-regarded fanfic and some original ( Read more... )

Some mornings you just wake up and get hit full-force by the blues. I find that to be especially true this time of year. Nothing is really going quite as I'd hoped. My much-anticipated week off is neither a full week off anymore, nor is it really anticipated any longer, since it looks like I'll be spending the majority of it alone ( Read more... )

I'm not happy ( Read more... )

Y halo thar, Mr. Black Depression. Haven't seen you for a while ( Read more... )