On Better Days...
Yesterday sucked. I will not go into the myriad of ways it sucked, but lo, it did suck. And you know, today sucks too.
But I am not unhappy. Let me tell you why.
Despite yesterday being a clusterfuck, Sean came down from Clark's Summit at the end of it all and took Hilary and I out to a very nice dinner and it was almost like old times again. I do miss the old group a lot sometimes. It was good to recapture a bit of that.
When I got home I discovered David had bought me a copy of The Orange Box and left it sitting in front of the TV. <3!!! I lost a good 2+ hours playing Portal (with Hilary's help, because I SUCK at spatial relations). David, bless his poor tired heart, slept straight through all of this, but he needed it and it was a good night for him to do it since there was nothing much going on. Hilary and I had a nice talk about life and people in bed before passing out. It was comfy and relaxing.
Today I have a car with no rearview mirror (again), a head cold and it is pissing down rain. But after an Aleve Cold & Sinus I find I don't care so much. Tonight will be faux gumbo, cheesecake, more video gaming and chill time. It's just not worth it to be anxious and angry about a bunch of crap I can't control. Not any more. I'd rather daydream about home and Hilary and David and my cats and goofing off and chilling out and having fun. It's no more productive in the long run but it certainly makes me feel nicer.