...whY???
today has been the worst day of my life and it's just going to get worse. i don't think i've gone a whole 10 minutes without crying. life sucks. i am the most selfish jackass i have ever seen. there are so many things going on with family and friends... and i haven't been there for a single person ...not a single damn one. I believe that God lets everything happen for a reason and that everything has a purpose. but, OH sometimes He makes it so hard to find that reason.