blame it on a rush of blood to the head
So, i cant sleep.. thus it is time to do my 2006 thankful for list (this is a thanksgiving thing, if im not mistaken.. oh well), and my 2007 resolution list, i know im a couple days early, but there's not a rule against it that i know of.
Thankful for in 2006:
*being able to maintain a strong relationship with adam
*being close enough to my parents to come home a lot, but far away enough to feel independent
*finding a place where i really fit in (Rock on Omicron!) and payment plans for said place
*having max around to keep me company and occasionally buy me things
*not puking once all semester (if you'd been there on the nights im referring to, you'd say this one was a miracle)
*not gaining fifteen pounds
*my mom making my food whenever i want, whatever i want, even though i am a lazy poop
*having my roots gracefully blend into my hair color since i was too poor to color it
*getting enough money/certificates to color said hair
*my dad's ability to be strong the past 6 months
*seeing my pop pop again before he died
*my mom getting a job
*having room mates i like for the most part
*my vibrator (this is a crazy-random list, huh?)
*being able to be just as weird and awkward as ever with tairee even though she's totally a drug dealer with NO flower any more (that's right, missy)
*keeping my grades up, even during dark and difficult times (HP, what what?)
*my aunt coming out of things clean and healthy
*my mom finding a new affordable place for us to live that's stil close to adam and W3
*my cats not hating me for leaving them and then coming back sporadically for a few days/weeks
*finding a pair of pajama pants that i can wear for weeks on end
*having awesome professors
*getting a pink ipod nano for christmas (materialistic, shmaterialistic)
*facebook news feed
*life in general
Resolutions for 2007 (or, what i resolute to do, as i used to say when i was little):
*keep up with reading for classes
*be nicer to people and not talk behind people's backs (except with tairee, because its what keeps our friendship spicy)
*tone up, rid self of cellulite and lose a little bit, (i said i didn't gain the fifteen, not that i didnt gain any)
*save my money and spend it much more wisely
*not puke all semester long (from partying! if i get the flu or something, thats not something i can really prevent)
*not buy food that gets gross in the dorm fridge
*figure out what i really want to do
*find a way to create cleavage out of basically just nipples...
*buy jeans that make my butt look better (if possibly, it already looks so sweet..)
*take belly dancing classes
*paint, a lot
*work! (more so during the summer)
*finish unpacking things in my room
*go on more walks, maybe even a jog or two
*have more sex (with the boyfriend)
*use lots of moisturizer on my hands,elbows, and heels
*brush my teeth more
*shower atleast every other day (ok, so those last couple of things make me sound really grody, but im not)
*hang out with new people
*find a restaurant where i am allowed to smoke cigars
*break a limb (i REALLY want to try crutches!)
*try my damndest to make the cheerleading squad
*try not to feel bad for every inanimate object i see, and maybe not have to blow a kiss to every piece of trash i throw away, or save pop tabs, or sugar packets, or beer caps, or cigar butts (basically, just tone down the OCD a little bit)
*be happy with my body for ONCE in my life, accept that i am not and never will be tall, or even average height, and find a happy medium between my current eat-whatever-i-want-i-dont-care habits, and my previous dont-eat-anything-for-days-then-binge-and-compulsively-exercise-or-take-diet-pills habits
*spend more time with my family
*enjoy life more!
Thankful for in 2006:
*being able to maintain a strong relationship with adam
*being close enough to my parents to come home a lot, but far away enough to feel independent
*finding a place where i really fit in (Rock on Omicron!) and payment plans for said place
*having max around to keep me company and occasionally buy me things
*not puking once all semester (if you'd been there on the nights im referring to, you'd say this one was a miracle)
*not gaining fifteen pounds
*my mom making my food whenever i want, whatever i want, even though i am a lazy poop
*having my roots gracefully blend into my hair color since i was too poor to color it
*getting enough money/certificates to color said hair
*my dad's ability to be strong the past 6 months
*seeing my pop pop again before he died
*my mom getting a job
*having room mates i like for the most part
*my vibrator (this is a crazy-random list, huh?)
*being able to be just as weird and awkward as ever with tairee even though she's totally a drug dealer with NO flower any more (that's right, missy)
*keeping my grades up, even during dark and difficult times (HP, what what?)
*my aunt coming out of things clean and healthy
*my mom finding a new affordable place for us to live that's stil close to adam and W3
*my cats not hating me for leaving them and then coming back sporadically for a few days/weeks
*finding a pair of pajama pants that i can wear for weeks on end
*having awesome professors
*getting a pink ipod nano for christmas (materialistic, shmaterialistic)
*facebook news feed
*life in general
Resolutions for 2007 (or, what i resolute to do, as i used to say when i was little):
*keep up with reading for classes
*be nicer to people and not talk behind people's backs (except with tairee, because its what keeps our friendship spicy)
*tone up, rid self of cellulite and lose a little bit, (i said i didn't gain the fifteen, not that i didnt gain any)
*save my money and spend it much more wisely
*not puke all semester long (from partying! if i get the flu or something, thats not something i can really prevent)
*not buy food that gets gross in the dorm fridge
*figure out what i really want to do
*find a way to create cleavage out of basically just nipples...
*buy jeans that make my butt look better (if possibly, it already looks so sweet..)
*take belly dancing classes
*paint, a lot
*work! (more so during the summer)
*finish unpacking things in my room
*go on more walks, maybe even a jog or two
*have more sex (with the boyfriend)
*use lots of moisturizer on my hands,elbows, and heels
*brush my teeth more
*shower atleast every other day (ok, so those last couple of things make me sound really grody, but im not)
*hang out with new people
*find a restaurant where i am allowed to smoke cigars
*break a limb (i REALLY want to try crutches!)
*try my damndest to make the cheerleading squad
*try not to feel bad for every inanimate object i see, and maybe not have to blow a kiss to every piece of trash i throw away, or save pop tabs, or sugar packets, or beer caps, or cigar butts (basically, just tone down the OCD a little bit)
*be happy with my body for ONCE in my life, accept that i am not and never will be tall, or even average height, and find a happy medium between my current eat-whatever-i-want-i-dont-care habits, and my previous dont-eat-anything-for-days-then-binge-and-compulsively-exercise-or-take-diet-pills habits
*spend more time with my family
*enjoy life more!