I give up

[sylverlyghtning]

Lavi is right. Humans are stupid.

actually, no, lemme get that right . . . Bookman Junior is right.

let's see, I've been made to feel excluded from my work group, from a group of online friends, as well as other people who clearly don't give two shits as to my opinion.

I'm tired of it. My patience is gone. Don't get me wrong, I really do appreciate my friends, but when they turn their back on you without a reasonable reason, no. I will not accept that.

and I have vast amounts of patience, BTW. This has been building up for a while, I just never say anything about it because I would rather deal with this crap on my own than to trouble others with my bullshit. Aren't I considerate?

Don't worry, I'll keep my stupid masks up, because that's what everyone wants, and I know they want it. Don't bother denying it. But inside . . . I'll be looking at every single one of you as just ridiculous creatures that fail to notice when they hurt someone.

I'm not hurting anymore, so don't worry about that though. Just don't worry about me at all, kinda like what you have been doing.

I'll just take my damaged self off to wherever and watch you live your lives. See you from that secluded corner, k?