I am a dip$hit
See, in the back of my brain I always knew it was true, but...danged if I didn't cry when I listened to John and Simon's interview with Kidd Kraddick when John talked about how weird and wrong it would be to date a fan. Yes, I know it's stupid to even care because even if I was 70 pounds thinner and had no physical flaws, I'd still be...well, *me*. I know that it's ridiculous and all but *lip wobbles* the fantasy's all I got, you know?