Racing Mind
Too much on my mind to sleep right now. I've felt kind of sick and stressed out these past few days. At first I thought I was just coming down from the high of a Vegas weekend but I think it is a combination of things. As of tomorrow I will be mailing in my acceptance of a job offer at Sandia which means I will be moving to New Mexico this summer, a place where I literally know 0 people. I made out with a girl in Vegas a few days ago and hung out with her ex-fiance tonight who was trying to get me to go on a Vegas trip the week after Christmas. Furthermore the last guy she dated was one of my very good friends. Lanie facebook chatted me tonight after about 4 months of us not talking at all. I'm 24, single and clueless.
I feel like physically and mentally i'm fine but spiritually, emotionally and morally I'm conflicted. I feel this weight over my entire body and don't know what to do about it.
The highlight of this last week was hanging out with my cousin and i'm looking forward to seeing lots more family as the break continues. Family always seems to make things a little better.
I feel like physically and mentally i'm fine but spiritually, emotionally and morally I'm conflicted. I feel this weight over my entire body and don't know what to do about it.
The highlight of this last week was hanging out with my cousin and i'm looking forward to seeing lots more family as the break continues. Family always seems to make things a little better.