two weeks later and still playing the waiting game. grrrarh.

Jul 13, 2008 14:35

that about sums up how I feel in this situation. I don't really know why I'm typing anymore in relation to this, it really isn't going to speed things up next week I file again. this will make about six weeks back owing I think. I just keep looking at the laptops on tigerdirect and calmly and patiently wait. I manage this by playing video games until my ears bleed really. there really isn't much I can do at this stage, I can look at the school websites but without any money to apply or anything like that I'm pretty much royally boned. life is frustrating I'll probably have to wait another year before I can see anything come of this. I guess I have a year to get my shit together I think I'd be happier if my room was a little bigger. I have debated on placing all my entertainment devices into my closet and just trying to keep what little space I would make from there clear, so I can do yoga and the like. Who knows. I doubt I'll really have the ambition to do that, as I have to lug all the furniture that's in the room up to the attic, which would be no real picnic to tell the truth, especially if I get dad to help. although I gotta say I definitely know where I get the whole work-by-myself attitude that's for sure. needless to say none of my plans are really working the way I expected them to. I'm very disappointed in myself. I guess that's life for you though.
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