May 28, 2008 12:52
it's an opportunity to say the least, I could at least have a trade within a couple of years if I try school this time. I would say I have the maturity and the know how to make it happen without dropping out now. Took freaking long enough. There are still some things I'd like to work out over the next few years such as obtaining a license (watch out pedestrians mwahahaha >=) )
and a place of my own at some point, whereupon I can fade away for a few years, maybe get my shit together figure out what I need to do with the rest of my life that I'll find fulfilling.
I guess I'm pretty simple though, ultimately I think I'd like to be as self sustainable as possible. Grow my own food and what have you, doesn't mean I'd be totally self reliant but as much as a I felt comfortable with I suppose, I'd imagine I'd still keep some creature comforts such as a computer and tv and all that. (wouldn't want to be stuck in the middle of the woods when the end of the world comes and not know about it after all.) So far since I've got home I've just been hanging out and chillaxing with the few people left in amherst that I know. It's a pretty small circle now but that's okay we still have lots of fun hanging out with each other. I dunno I find it funny I find as the years go by though I tend to have less and less to say, not to mean that I'm unhappy, it just seems like there isn't anything to important to pass along to anyone. Don't get me wrong I still love to tell funny stories, love to make people laugh, that's a highlight of my day if I can make someone laugh for a little bit. anyhoo, this entry is long rambling and doesn't really have a point I'm going to go play a video game or watch the third season of american dad. take care my crappy little livejournal.