To my best friend
Dear Brian,
If this was a perfect world, and I wasn't such a proud person. And maybe if you weren't either. We would still be friends. This is what I wanted to say to you for the last 6 months.
Look, I'm your fucking friend, and I can't take not this not talking shit anymore. and I don't care what you think because I'm you fucking friend!
That's that. You're my person. The person who you give hugs to because they're your person, they pick you up from embarrassing situations, you tell them things that no one else gets to know and be completely comfortable around them. You are my person. Even if you never knew it, you are.
Even if you never see this, these are the words that I wish I could say when I see you. Though it hurts to keep them unspoken, the pain would only worsen if you didn't actually care after all.
So Bura-chan, I miss you and I love you.
Your best friend,
Jess
If this was a perfect world, and I wasn't such a proud person. And maybe if you weren't either. We would still be friends. This is what I wanted to say to you for the last 6 months.
Look, I'm your fucking friend, and I can't take not this not talking shit anymore. and I don't care what you think because I'm you fucking friend!
That's that. You're my person. The person who you give hugs to because they're your person, they pick you up from embarrassing situations, you tell them things that no one else gets to know and be completely comfortable around them. You are my person. Even if you never knew it, you are.
Even if you never see this, these are the words that I wish I could say when I see you. Though it hurts to keep them unspoken, the pain would only worsen if you didn't actually care after all.
So Bura-chan, I miss you and I love you.
Your best friend,
Jess