Quotations from today's internal monologue
"Thirty guys in black suits just walked past me..."
"Keep it frivolous, keep it safe"
"Of course Mama's gonna help build the wall"
"I am such a bad bricklayer"
"Aaaaack!"
"I should flirt with him tomorrow"
"I should really tell her tomorrow"
"I have no idea what kind of wall I should be building, if indeed it should even be built, and I don't even have the skills or tools to begin."
"I could see her entire thought process working its way across the keyboard."
"I can just see his whole thought process about the situation...and that makes me so damn flustered"
"There's a fucking elevator at the end of the low road!"
So yeah, that pretty much sums up my thoughts for the day. Lots going on in my life, I don't know what to do with any of it, and I just want to scream at the top of my lungs. Last night there was this feeling in my throat, so close to my mouth, all these words that wanted to come out...I have no idea what they would have been, but I could feel them itching (I'm serious, this felt weird as hell) and I just pushed them down because I was walking down Burns St. with friends and it wasn't the time or place to express them. We'll see, I'm in desperate need of a creative outlet...
Going to a BTS meeting/shindig tomorrow, finally. Only took me over a year and half to get up the nerve. Oy.
Yup, we'll just have see how it all goes. I may come out of it all with peace of mind and a date to our semi-formal.
"Keep it frivolous, keep it safe"
"Of course Mama's gonna help build the wall"
"I am such a bad bricklayer"
"Aaaaack!"
"I should flirt with him tomorrow"
"I should really tell her tomorrow"
"I have no idea what kind of wall I should be building, if indeed it should even be built, and I don't even have the skills or tools to begin."
"I could see her entire thought process working its way across the keyboard."
"I can just see his whole thought process about the situation...and that makes me so damn flustered"
"There's a fucking elevator at the end of the low road!"
So yeah, that pretty much sums up my thoughts for the day. Lots going on in my life, I don't know what to do with any of it, and I just want to scream at the top of my lungs. Last night there was this feeling in my throat, so close to my mouth, all these words that wanted to come out...I have no idea what they would have been, but I could feel them itching (I'm serious, this felt weird as hell) and I just pushed them down because I was walking down Burns St. with friends and it wasn't the time or place to express them. We'll see, I'm in desperate need of a creative outlet...
Going to a BTS meeting/shindig tomorrow, finally. Only took me over a year and half to get up the nerve. Oy.
Yup, we'll just have see how it all goes. I may come out of it all with peace of mind and a date to our semi-formal.