welcome back to me!!!

Jul 09, 2004 05:06

dude wtf, i hate feeling like i have no time for anything. bills are crazy bad this month and i've been trying to work my ass off resulting in little time for anything but sleep. i feel so bad like i'm neglecting people. and it's probably only going to get worse because now i have a 3rd job. that's right people THREE. isn't it crazy. i mean i know i don't work much at hot topic and the same will probably be true now for dq, but that's still insane. i feel so much more mexican now haha.
so ya my new job is at this strip club called babes. i'm a cook. it's weird because it's the first one i've ever been to, and i was like super shy. like the first time i went i wouldn't even look at the strippers, and this second time i peeked, but still felt bad for it for some reason. hmmm i'm sure i'll get used to it. it seems like a pretty easy job and it's lik 8 bucks an hour. that should compensate for the lack of a social life.
i'm meeting a lot of people now. mainly girls. for some reason they just all started to talking to me. maybe it's the haircut. i don't know what to think about that. it's a very new experience for me. it must be the hot topic badge haha. i'm really happy right now though. especially since me and denise had a real conversation last night. we didn't even fight once. but she's bein all weird about her ex. i don't know what to think about that. and ya i know you're gonna read this so don't act stupid when you do.
i haven't gotten to hang out with dani as much lately. it makes me sad, but at the same time maybe it's better for a couple of reasons. i won't go into them now. this world is a very confusing place.
i had to borrow a lot of money from people to get by this month. i hope it changes. my birthday is coming up and i feel bad for taking a couple days off to go to the valley, but i want to and i think i kinda need to. it's home. it feels so good when i go down there. plus i'll get to see my fresa. hmmmm but ya i want to throw a party but not here at my apartment. i want it to be rowdy big too. any ideas anyone? lol well i'm gonna go for now. i'll update whenever i can which is god-knows-when cuz of the whole three job thing. bye for now.

-thomas
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