my emo time. in a good way.
just watched meet joe black for the first time.
and it helped me realize what a different perspective i had now.
it was more like a trigger to things.
that things will happen one way or the other and you cant prevent it.
i now see things in me that ive never noticed before.
and also realized how much i miss my dad.. now that ive lost him.
but if anything ive gained from that.. and its made me who i am right now.
it had its bad outcome.. but now its time to change that.
i used to worry about so many things before, not being able to live my life.
but now that theres nothing to worry about,
i always desperately tried to find someone to fall in love with,
thinking that .. that was worth living for.
but i wasnt even close to the answer...
and i now realize that life does go on.. and things will happen.
***time will tell***
i live by this quote. because it is so true.
my views for so many things have changed.. ive lacked the love from my daddy since hes not here anymore..
and tried to find it in so many other ways.. ive tried everything. but i never found it.
its time that i new that ive had it with me all along.
theres an essence of it all around me but i never focused on that
looking one way or another, not listening to what people had to say.
its good to know i have the rest of my life to find someone to share this love with.
but to keep taking those risks and chances because you learn that life is short.
if i could share one thing with all of you..
it would be: to not worry about everything or everyone, live your life to the fullest,
and take it day by day. thats the game of life. you learn to live and love it, because youre going to be here for the rest of your life and its about time you step up to the plate and do something about it.
thats what i learned. and thats what ill do.
live my life, with a smile on my face.
forgetting the past
and living what is now.
striving for those goals in life. and no one will be able to stop me.
everytime i have a hardship,
i will just close my eyes and let myself go.. fall down.
because there is always someone going to be there to pick me up,
and erase all my mistakes and want me as i am.. now and forever.
and it helped me realize what a different perspective i had now.
it was more like a trigger to things.
that things will happen one way or the other and you cant prevent it.
i now see things in me that ive never noticed before.
and also realized how much i miss my dad.. now that ive lost him.
but if anything ive gained from that.. and its made me who i am right now.
it had its bad outcome.. but now its time to change that.
i used to worry about so many things before, not being able to live my life.
but now that theres nothing to worry about,
i always desperately tried to find someone to fall in love with,
thinking that .. that was worth living for.
but i wasnt even close to the answer...
and i now realize that life does go on.. and things will happen.
***time will tell***
i live by this quote. because it is so true.
my views for so many things have changed.. ive lacked the love from my daddy since hes not here anymore..
and tried to find it in so many other ways.. ive tried everything. but i never found it.
its time that i new that ive had it with me all along.
theres an essence of it all around me but i never focused on that
looking one way or another, not listening to what people had to say.
its good to know i have the rest of my life to find someone to share this love with.
but to keep taking those risks and chances because you learn that life is short.
if i could share one thing with all of you..
it would be: to not worry about everything or everyone, live your life to the fullest,
and take it day by day. thats the game of life. you learn to live and love it, because youre going to be here for the rest of your life and its about time you step up to the plate and do something about it.
thats what i learned. and thats what ill do.
live my life, with a smile on my face.
forgetting the past
and living what is now.
striving for those goals in life. and no one will be able to stop me.
everytime i have a hardship,
i will just close my eyes and let myself go.. fall down.
because there is always someone going to be there to pick me up,
and erase all my mistakes and want me as i am.. now and forever.