time for my happy pill(s)
so i figured out why it's colder in my room: my heating vent was closed. which doesn't make sense cause i figured out a few months ago why it was colder - my vent was closed. then i OPENED it. so either my parents closed it or it's possessed and wants me to freeze. one or the other. i don't think it was the cats - it IS on the ceiling. my stomach hurts. head too. eh, what's new? not much with me. just sittin here, day in, day out. bored. angel is the only thing that keeps me going. and my kitties. i love my kitties. i wish i could just re-do the last year and a half of my life. just erase it all and go back to then and re-live it. maybe then i wouldn't be here, like this, right now. maybe i'll just run away to spain forever. and take angel. and get some new kitties. and a new life.