tired...
Tired is the only way I can describe myself at the moment. I'm tired of everything. Mentally, emotionally, physically...just tired. Maybe I'm just whining. I had a bad night at work the other night and now I dread going back. Ugh. I'm just so fed up with bitchy drama that I shouldn't be a part of. I don't want to be a part of it, really. Why do some people feel the need to gang up on me just because I am good at my job? They feel threatened because they have been doing it for 20+ years and I've been doing it 8 months and I am better liked and more efficient than they are. GET OVER IT. Maybe you should get off your ass and do something about it? UGH. I'm so over it.
Now I'm debating on whether or not to apply to graduate school. Well, I know I'm going to apply eventually...I'm just having a hard time forcing myself to do it now. I'm being pressured to do it in all areas of my life. My husband, parents, boss...everyone. I know I should and I would be selling myself short in the long run if I didn't, but I'm just freaking TIRED.
Okay. Whiny, self indulgent rant over. I'm not usually this way. I don't like it.
Now I'm debating on whether or not to apply to graduate school. Well, I know I'm going to apply eventually...I'm just having a hard time forcing myself to do it now. I'm being pressured to do it in all areas of my life. My husband, parents, boss...everyone. I know I should and I would be selling myself short in the long run if I didn't, but I'm just freaking TIRED.
Okay. Whiny, self indulgent rant over. I'm not usually this way. I don't like it.